Healing a broken heart ♥ Saturday, January 24, 2009
at 5:42 PMhave YOU made up your new year resolutions yet ?! not very picky , not very demanding . here's my list =x . (studies) 1. a 60+ for my maths . 2. a 100 for POA if possible . 3. a 70+ for my chinese . 4. a 50+ for geog . 5. a 70+ for english . (self resolution) 1. be 40kg . 2. not so emo anymore . 3. tears-free . 4. dont procrastinate too much . 5. grow to 158 cm . 6. i dont want my fat ass ! - ; The hole we've dug for ourselves will only sink deeper . lastly my last resolution is that , i hope my mum would be proud of me , at least for the first and last time , because ive really tried my best , or rather im trying already . i may sound stupid but nonetheless this is what i should do as a daughter . just want to give my all to , improving my maths , perfecting my english foundation , and poa concepts . dad , if youre reading this , please explain to mum because shes illiterate . alas ive finally found someone whom i can fight and give my all for (mum) . i dont care what you all say to me , because what matters is myself . and daddy chua , if youre reading this (i dont think you will be) , i want to let you know that after 5 years of struggle , after leaving you as a student , im finally able to depend on myself and work for the sake of myself . i learnt to survive alone , to rely on myself gradually . i know its not too late and youll be proud of me , because i think you know that ive never been independent before . i now am . i am finally free . Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ |
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