Healing a broken heart ♥


Saturday, January 24, 2009
at 5:42 PM

have YOU made up your new year resolutions yet ?!

not very picky , not very demanding .
here's my list =x .

(studies)
1. a 60+ for my maths .
2. a 100 for POA if possible .
3. a 70+ for my chinese .
4. a 50+ for geog .
5. a 70+ for english .

(self resolution)
1. be 40kg .
2. not so emo anymore .
3. tears-free .
4. dont procrastinate too much .
5. grow to 158 cm .
6. i dont want my fat ass !

- ; The hole we've dug for ourselves will only sink deeper .

lastly my last resolution is that ,
i hope my mum would be proud of me ,
at least for the first and last time ,
because ive really tried my best ,
or rather im trying already .

i may sound stupid
but nonetheless this is what i should do as a daughter .

just want to give my all to ,
improving my maths ,
perfecting my english foundation ,
and poa concepts .

dad , if youre reading this ,
please explain to mum because shes illiterate .
alas ive finally found someone whom i can fight and give my all for (mum) .
i dont care what you all say to me ,
because what matters is myself .


and daddy chua ,
if youre reading this (i dont think you will be) ,
i want to let you know that after 5 years of struggle ,
after leaving you as a student ,
im finally able to depend on myself and work for the sake of myself .
i learnt to survive alone , to rely on myself gradually .
i know its not too late and youll be proud of me ,
because i think you know that ive never been independent before .
i now am .

i am finally free .
Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥




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