Healing a broken heart ♥ Friday, February 13, 2009
at 5:20 PMTHE CAMP IS DAMN TOUCHING AND TOUGH . ITS AN EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN FOR ME . SOME OF YOU MAY SEE ME CRYING BUT WHATEVER , IM NOT BEING A CRYBABY BUT IM REALLY FEELING REAL GUILTY AND SAD . THANKS FOR ALL WHO CARED AND THOSE WHO DIDNT , BECAUSE YOU HAVE WOKE ME UP TO BE SELFLESS YET AGAIN . .. i will miss you all .. - flash backs - day 1 : gathering in school , meeting our instructors , ice breaking with the class , and leaving for the camp site . the campsite journey , the personal introduction , the arrival at the campsite . we went to play rope swing over , rebirth , prepared for the campfire and practiced dance moves . was really tiring and sweaty . didnt get to bathe until near lights off which was 11.30pm . but we were happy . day 2 : rise and shine : 6am . morning exercise : starjump and buddha claps :P . breakfast : meesiam and cheecheongfan ! activities : flying fox (zipline) , ab sailing , rock wall , canoeing , jump tight rope . lunch : (cant remember but the cucumber tasted like grass) . dinner : (sweet and sour fish with rice and almond pudding) i cried during the dinner time . it was so heartbreaking . cried till headache and my eyes were bloodshot as described by friends . i didnt meant to cry , just cant help it . rushed for the bathrooms with avril and amira after canoeing . smell so nice after all . supper : chocolate cakes . day 3 : rise and shine : 7am morning exercise : shouting cheers (lol !) . breakfast : NASI LEMAK ! OMG YUMMY . area cleaning : 2 girls toilet zzz -.- . and the worst of all the girls toilet is in a MESS . about 2 cubicle is flooded with (you know what) and used sanitary pads . AND THE WATER CAME RUSHING OUT ! andandand there was DEAD lizards in the sink ! i had to pick them out because jerald/gerald was scared of them LOL . and of cause he had to pull the (you-know-what) out from the toilet bowls omg ew . and finally .. sparkling clean but smells not so nice yet . spent about 3 hours cleaning , scrubbing , washing , pushing to get the whole toilet clean . and farewells / reflection at parade square . bid goodbye , and off we go , the end of our fate . there's always a next time , but what concerns is that who we get to be with . thanks Naz and Fang . *hugsssss )): !!* cant bear to part but i did in the end . was a fountain of neverending tears .. and heartbreaking moments . to naz : thanks for calling me XINGXING ): WHAT GORILLA . you wont be able to know my real name because i gave you my nick . you wont and youll never know . this is goodbye , you have showed me a better way to live my life and that wont be all . and to fang : thanks for consoling me when i was really down . at times i may be rebellious and naughty , but afterall we made up the ever and most spontaneous and active 301 during the camp . loves and farewells . Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ |
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