Healing a broken heart ♥


Sunday, February 8, 2009
at 1:06 AM

there you go (: .

towards the end of today , qing yan actually said something ): ! what the hell !
kill him kill liang kill everyone ! not feeling so well and so happy already . i actually >.> let my friend whose level 98 TRAIN at mp3 T_T omg what a failure bishop i have been .

today was quite emotional =l .
agreed to spam for chiwen for 7 hours (2pm-9pm) .
i know im a hardcore mapler .
but after like 3 hours im already losing my focus ..

what went wrong here ?

sky nest 2 was literally perfect .
except for the low exp that couldnt even allow you to level .

ulu estate 2 was disgusting .
but then again the exp is so ideal for .. you .

thinking back ,
i realised i can only make do with sky nest 2 .
im only a 2 hit in skele and ulu 2 mobs .
i think i have far more to go than to be able to spam for you .

why is this happening to me ?
7 hours and 2 levels ?
why .. what ?

i think you should find a better spammer than i could have been .
you could be thinking that im a v good bishop spammer .
but no .. im only your first .

i dont suit to spam .
i belongs to skynest 2 .
from today onwards i will spam there and only there .
i could have tried my best but i didnt really did .

i just longs to wait for DarkRebornS to be a 1 hit bishop ;
just for the sake of you .. my friend .

i suddenly realised that i cant do it .
not anymore .. not perfect , not for now and never .

a self-reproaching bishop ,
is a magician stripped of her skills ..
Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥




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