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Healing a broken heart ♥ Tuesday, March 31, 2009
at 8:03 PM♥离别♥ 你真得很傻 我们曾经彼此相爱 有过一段美满的回忆 可爱情是世界上最不可靠的东西 时间久了，爱情淡了，相爱的人也就分手了 艾青会便趁你我只见捆着的牢笼 我会无法呼吸 你希望看到你爱的人不高兴吗？ 放弃吧。。。 陈捷， 你是个好人，是个好恋人，更是个好男人 我真不知道离开你是幸福的开始还是终极 我曾经也幻想过 靠在你的肩膀 留着眼泪，伤心地对你说 “这一生都要你陪着我” 这一生，好想侵尽所有 姥姥的甚住你的无名指 但这辈子，我们有缘无分 天注定，我爱得很苦 下一生，我会做个伤透的人 有一些事，作了不会后悔 只能用下辈子再爱你 答应我，下一生，别改名字 那我找你，容易些 在你认识的晶晶消失之前 答应我要好好的活 我，在这个时空 爱着你，为你祝福。 - 晶晶 Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ Monday, March 30, 2009
at 3:43 PM♥爱火♥
已经熄灭了。。。 on my way home back from school .. maybe million of things flashed across my mind . couldnt help but to cry alone when vanessa's sleeping , what a pity , really .. on the way home i asked myself alot of questions . ive been so blur that i cant even concentrate on sch . i think im breaking down real soon . i dont know how long can i sustain my misery . so .. as i was on the bus i was thinking . "i want to know why i cant give you happiness , thanks for letting me go , ive found another alternative meaning for life . sorry i couldnt give our love a chance for one more day , theres just too many reasons to break up . im just a nobody but a ------- , being with you will only ruin your chastity . lets not waste your love and youth on me and move on with life . left knowing that you love me is the purpose that im still going on . there'll be a girl that suit you just fine , so dont hesitate to leave me anymore . i know this hurts in the beginning , but youll be just like me later on in life , already numb to the pains . i wont be back . but dont worry , ill be fine as long as we remain alive as a whole in my memory x3 ." i couldnt pretend that nothing has happened when i face you . i cant just forget about all the unhappiness . i can cheat/lie to anyone else , except myself . when it's time to leave , then let it be . our love is just like a cold fire . when there's a start , there'll be an end . now our love has died off . it can never come back again . 这是梦吧 这是在做梦吧 黑暗之中 我曾找寻过你的手 白烟迷朦笼罩着我 我最爱的人找不到 原来这一切 只是个梦 我们是否能够相爱 我想你我都明白 留下的也只是伤心的感慨 淡淡的离开我吧 别再回来吧 就算我真的流泪 就算我真的后悔 请告诉我 只是个梦 如果握着你的手 一定会伤得更痛 请告诉我 只是个梦 轻轻走吧 找寻一个可以能让你幸福的地方 。。。 x/3 . Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ Sunday, March 29, 2009
at 9:19 PM♥ 抹干眼泪往前走。♥
our love is just like a sorrowful love song . has its beginning , chorus and ending . now the song has stopped playing . what's left is the remnants of the beautiful reminiscents . it would take me possibly a lifetime to even forget . i wont regret because this is your decision . theres too many reasons for us to leave each other . 带给他痛苦，悲伤，无奈。。。 最大的罪孽，就是爱上不该爱的人。 我不会回头，只要你能微笑，我会祝福。 在你心中复活多少次，最终还是要离开。。。 if , out of my life i could choose , a moment that i can never lose , always lovely and keep it true , i'd choose the time i have once loved you . Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ at 7:24 PM   facing the end .
i have finally picked up my courage . i will learn to live with the memories and without you . thanks for leaving me , you have given me a new life , to start anew . no more tears and heartbreak , i promise with my life . Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ at 6:32 PM im sorry i chose to leave .
when that day i was waiting hours for you to accompany me , you went to fm , the place which you hated ? i get it . youre trying to say you hate me , i accept my fate . im sorry and i have decided to leave . but ill still wait , just bear that in mind . im a bishop . i can resurrect anything . but our love will remain as dead . Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ Saturday, March 28, 2009
at 12:20 AM this time im here alone , facing the world . alone .
R.I.P 22.O2.2OO9 ~ 28.O3.2OO9 i gave you the chance . its you who didnt treasure it . if my misery equals to your happiness and joy , youll be as good as dead . its gone , i admit . but it still lives in my heart , you'll never get a chance even if this love ends . Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ Friday, March 27, 2009
at 6:35 PMwhat do i get from waiting and waiting and waiting like a fool just for you ?
NOTHING , i just want your attention thats all . issit so hard to get what i want ? I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA BLOW UP THIS TIME ROUND . BUT I KNOW I CANT BECAUSE I DONT WANNA BREAK MY PROMISE . I MUST BEAR WITH IT . URGHS , THIS IS SO KILLING ME _l_ ! SEE HOW MUCH YOU MEANT TO ME ? I DONT THINK YOU DO . why do you take me as a toy or for granted ? why why why whats your problem ? people come home after knowing ive failed 4-5 subjects . yet im happy just because of you . and yet when i reached home i waited like a fool . did you even notice me ? make me sat infront of com for hours waiting and WAITING . patiently , didnt even complain a single word . but you come home with a bad mood and ignored me ? what makes you think you have the right to ignore me ? make me wait for you very fun right ? _l_ . if you have the guts to ignore me , then ignore me for a lifetime . Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ at 2:31 PM ♥26 march 2oo9 - 你忘记我纯在的那一天 ♥
凌晨两点半 你不在我身旁 关上电话 我不想和谁再多说话 爱着你的我 认真听你说的每句话 讨厌自己 为何还要这样的牵挂 爱着你的我 无法隐瞒自己对你的想法 你说你想要找个宽厚的肩膀 问自己带你到什么地方 看着明天 告诉我 你不会紧张 跟着我 海角和天涯 我说我想要找个避风的港湾 谢谢你 陪我到任何地方 没有泪的夜晚 是天堂 。。。 不管天涯海角，我的心都会一直再你身边。 真心爱过，这辈子不会变， 我会一直守护着你，继续当你的天使， 不管多久，我都会等。 直到有一天你遇见一个令你心跳加速的女孩， 我会心痛祝福。 一年，五年，二十年，甚至是一辈子， 我也会等下去。 直到我离去的那一天。。。 Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ Wednesday, March 25, 2009
at 5:12 PM:D im in a good mood today . i passed my maths and social studies and geog ! well , i just managed to scrape through my maths =x . maths : 50/100 . combined humanities , socialstudies+geog : 70/100 :D . whee ! first time pass my geog sia :DDDDDD . quite happy today AFTERNOON . quite - but not so because ~ my laogong has no courage to persue his own love ): < . how do i help ? T.T ! Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ Sunday, March 22, 2009
at 8:23 PM ♥ baby steps ♥
one month has passed since i met the best guy in the world . 我们终于跨出第一步了。 i know this one month hasnt been easy . tears and heartfelt , laughters and shatters , we've been through it all . its just one month , but still it meant alot . we're half a world away from each other , but that doesnt matter . your love is what i need to move the mountains of obstacles . with you by my side i aint afraid of nothing . to me .. this one month has really been relentlessly tough . you made me realise that nothing comes easily and freely . one month of love , one month of hardship , one month of happiness - this love is just like the seed of a plant , having difficulties to penetrate the hard soil into open air , but after the first few moments of hardship , it grows stronger towards the near future . we're just like numbers , i cant continue without you . i just cant live a day properly without by my side . now we have an eternity of love , time has seemingly stopped . i wish to remain in these endless moments with you by my side . i will still wait for you , even if you'd take a lifetime to love me back x3 . Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ at 4:50 AM smilies :D . i was bored , as in really really , bored . my uh , laogong ? , had already went to bed ):< . im hereeeeeeeee alone . so i decided to rip (MEOW :D) some smilies and create some of my own here . lol =x . _______/ .- ,'_________`. -. \______ _______\ ` /`__________' \ ' /______ ________`-/___'a___a`___\-'________ _________|____,'(_)`.____|_________ _________\___( ._|_. )___/_________ __________\___`.__,'___/__________ __________.-`._______,'-.__________ ________,'__,'___`-'___`.__`._______ _______/___/_____V_____\___\____ _____,'____/______o______\___`.___ ___,'_____|______o_______|_____`._ __|_____,'|______o_______|`._____| ___`.__,'_.-\_____o______/-._`.__,'__ _________/_`.____o____,'__\_______ __.""-._,'______`._:_,'_______`.,-"".__ _/_,-._`_______)___(________'_,-.__\ (_(___`._____,'_____`.______,'___)_) _\_\____\__,'________`.____/___/_/__ __`.`._,'_/_____________\__`._,','____ ___`.__.-'______________`-.___,'____ ¸.•*´`*♥*´`*•.¸ ღஜღ .. ღஜღ.....ღஜღ .. ღஜღ...*♥*...ღஜღ ..ღஜღ..愛..ღஜღ .. .... ღஜღ.ღஜღ ..... ´`*♥*´`•.¸ ღஜღ ¸.•*´`*♥*´`*•.¸ ღஜღ¸.•*´`*♥*´`*•.¸ ღஜღ ………………..★ …………………*………………... ☆...…………**…………..☆ ..**……….*….*……..** ….*..*…..*…..*….*..* ……*…..*……….*.....* ......... , . - . - , _ , ........ ......... ) ` - . .> ' ( ....... ........ / . . . .`\ . . \ ........ ........ |. . . . . |. . .| ........ ......... \ . . . ./ . ./ ......... ........... `=(\ /.=` .......... ............. `-;`.-' ............ ............... `)| ... , ......... ................. || _.-'| ........ ............. ,_|| \_,/ .......... ....... , ..... \|| .' ............. ....... |\ |\ ,. ||/ ............... .... ,..\` | /|.,|Y\, ............ ..... 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Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ Saturday, March 21, 2009
at 11:04 PM你不再是以前的陈捷。不一样了。      you try your best to keep me by your side .. you cheered me up when i was down ..  we made stupid guesses . you tried to get my attention . we used to joke with each other . your place in my heart was enough for me to say "thank you , my lord" . no matter how i hard i tried .. there'll still be flaws . we used to joke at chiefelie . i like to use her and tease you . THE CHIOBU . but something was just not meant to be .. i realised i cant stop what you wanted to do .  you always succeed in cheering me up even if its just a kiss .   youre dumb and cute ..  the way you described my dragon . the way you made me fantasize about you .. the way you made me smile at the slightest of all things . the way you jeered at me . the way you showed your love towards me .   the way i imagined you'd hug me ?  the way you said how important i WAS to you . the way you kid with friends around us , the way you made fun of my name ):<  and how you made me blush infront of my com .                                   just aint the same anymore but i understand . youre busy and feddup but i know it doesnt concerns me . youre always so faraway from me . 10mins before our first month and im still here doubting . am i hallucinating or what .. ? 我不要你的花言巧语，只要你真心爱我。 我不要你的承诺也不要你的所有，只要从新来过。 我会用心地爱着你。不让你离开我。 maybe im not important anymore ? maybe im just like a toy . im no longer appealling to you anymore , you've had enough fun from me . Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ |
♥ Search ♥ Yours truly   Baelia Alistair Pan. Single/ I'll NEVER be available! My heart's preoccupied I'm currently 15 Queensway Sec Scorpio 14 November's my birthday! I'm a crybaby Mad about LOVE Don't step over my limit She loves to sing! I'm fun! I like to play! Divided in two Blur as a sotong I needs lots of love and concern I'm just like a cat :D I love attention <3 Dont judge me from the outside Cause you dont understand ME . ♥ Loves ♥ Freedom ♥ Cookies ♥ Cheese ♥ Chocolates ♥ Chilli ♥ Movies ♥ Dates ♥ Loathe Hypocrites Backstabbers Betrayers Gossiping Debates Criticisms Love triangles Marriage Fast foods ♥ Desires Freedom Top10 in class Unlimited money t spend No curfew More time t hang out More pets! Change for th better Get t Sec4 Express ♥ Chains 3O1'O9 Aiko Alvin/Pegasi ChengBoon Chiwen/PurplePixies Claud Daniel Felicia Grace Janice/MissyJANx3 Jeanne JiaYuan Kenneth Marc/zxDarkFlamexz Melissa Naruto Nicholas Pavithra PingFang SamuelTeo Sequoias Guild Blog Shaun/x3Crisis Shirley Shuean Simon Terencee/xXxXShadowxX Vanessa WeiLiang XinYi XinYu Yaozhi YunTing/Krugal93 ZiLing/JuniorPixie ♥ Make some noise! ♥ Dance t th music!
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