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Healing a broken heart ♥ Saturday, March 14, 2009
at 10:53 PM他走了，也不会回来了。
all of you must be thinking why am i such a fool right =/ , but i didnt do it for no reason . you want the best for him . you want him not to be happy but happier . you dont want him to be forced . you want to give him another chance . seriously , there's always a LAST chance for you . that day i was screaming in bl / msn and you didnt bother -.- . this was what i said . stop running from reality . dont hide anymore . quit hiding and acting like a coward . "do whatever you want bah" . theres nothing i wanna do . just wake up . afk enough yet ? back to normal already ? =.= dont you know that it's rude to ignore someone ? z . "then what you want ?" i want your conscience . are you crying or something ? whats taking you so long ? seems that youre afking so im gonna say everything out before i go . (there as you see . he'd been ignoring me ever since idk ? how long ago .) this was what i omitted . sorry for hurting you . you need not feel so hurt because im the one who caused everything . so im gonna leave here after ive said my piece . and for why i wanted a break up is because , i dont wanna force you , i think you should find someone worthy of yourself , someone who can make you change your mind . someone that wont cause so much trouble like ive did . i also dont wanna hurt you further , including avoiding the fact of getting myself hurt too . its better to end early then hoping for an empty dream . i want to avoid bringing you more pains . so i forced myself to same something which wasnt true . i may have regretted but im happy . at least you can be happier without me . somewhere deep down i hope you know that i meant well . i wanted the best and want you to be free . i gotta be strong to bring happiness to others , right ? theres something ive always said and you'd never take it seriously . 时间已到了尽头。 呼吸也会痛。 我会做一切来换取你的幸福。 我不会后悔。 i hope you'll come back and change your mind . but i wont force you . 也许在你心里我已经不重要了。 我认命了。 但在我走之前我还是要说， 我爱你， 我爱你， 我爱你。 Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ |
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