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Healing a broken heart ♥ Monday, March 30, 2009
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已经熄灭了。。。 on my way home back from school .. maybe million of things flashed across my mind . couldnt help but to cry alone when vanessa's sleeping , what a pity , really .. on the way home i asked myself alot of questions . ive been so blur that i cant even concentrate on sch . i think im breaking down real soon . i dont know how long can i sustain my misery . so .. as i was on the bus i was thinking . "i want to know why i cant give you happiness , thanks for letting me go , ive found another alternative meaning for life . sorry i couldnt give our love a chance for one more day , theres just too many reasons to break up . im just a nobody but a ------- , being with you will only ruin your chastity . lets not waste your love and youth on me and move on with life . left knowing that you love me is the purpose that im still going on . there'll be a girl that suit you just fine , so dont hesitate to leave me anymore . i know this hurts in the beginning , but youll be just like me later on in life , already numb to the pains . i wont be back . but dont worry , ill be fine as long as we remain alive as a whole in my memory x3 ." i couldnt pretend that nothing has happened when i face you . i cant just forget about all the unhappiness . i can cheat/lie to anyone else , except myself . when it's time to leave , then let it be . our love is just like a cold fire . when there's a start , there'll be an end . now our love has died off . it can never come back again . 这是梦吧 这是在做梦吧 黑暗之中 我曾找寻过你的手 白烟迷朦笼罩着我 我最爱的人找不到 原来这一切 只是个梦 我们是否能够相爱 我想你我都明白 留下的也只是伤心的感慨 淡淡的离开我吧 别再回来吧 就算我真的流泪 就算我真的后悔 请告诉我 只是个梦 如果握着你的手 一定会伤得更痛 请告诉我 只是个梦 轻轻走吧 找寻一个可以能让你幸福的地方 。。。 x/3 . Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ |
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