Healing a broken heart ♥


Friday, April 24, 2009
at 8:12 PM

Hello readers, as you all know, I'm very much a typical Scorpio.
So I'm here to elaborate more about me (:
Many people says that I'm bossy, sensitive, hot-tempered and HORNY =x,
Scorpios possess powerful traits, so not many Zodiac Signs are compatible with ME,
so let's find out who really suits me best (:
we'll see whether thats true or not in this related research :D.

Scorpio is the eighth astrological sign in the Zodiac.
A Feminine Negative Fixed Water Sign
Polar or Opposite sign: Taurus
Colour: Black and red
Mystery is your second name!

Positive Traits
Determined and forceful
Emotional and intuitive
Powerful and passionate
Exciting and magnetic

Negative Traits
Jealous and resentful
Compulsive and obsessive
Secretive and obstinate

Scorpiolikes:strenuous activity, the unraveling of mysteries, winning at any cost, being acknowledged the undisputed champion of anything, and the comfort of their own homes.


Scorpiohates:being analyzed, being asked personal questions, new acquaintance, and having to trust a stranger with anything that they consider important enough to keep secure.

General features
A typical Scorpio has the characteristics of self-criticism, intense concentration and a passionate drive, which results in complete success or utter failure. You also have a strong self-destructive streak along with unreasoning temper that can be triggered at a slightest provocation. You are very suspicious and jealous. Your emotional dynamism makes you extraordinary in any career you pursue, whether for better or for worse depending upon the circumstances.

Scorpios are well known for their intense and powerful natures. You are willful, proud and calm. You never settle and for you life is meant to be lived to the fullest or not at all. You are rarely found in the center of the activity but will always know just what is going on out of concern. Your deep sensitivity makes you the best and the most loyal friend but the same quality makes you the most treacherous of enemies. You excel at everything and anything, when you put together your energy, self-confidence, ambition and generosity toward others. You are demanding of others but will never ask someone to do what you won't be able to do yourself.

SCORPIO goes with Cancer, Pisces, Virgo and Capricorn. (Best match is Capricorn)

Best Match For Scorpio Is Capricorn
These two can not only understand one another extremely well, but can actually match sensitivities and emotions, almost (if not actually) on a psychic level. A very long lasting relationship, these two seldom ever break up.

Worst Match For Scorpio is Aries
The somewhat possessive Scorpio will never go for the love them and leave them attitude that Aries sometimes seems to exhibit. It's not that Aries are immoral, it is just that they give this impression too often to get along for great periods with the Scorpio. Also, the "depth" of Scorpio is somewhat foreign to Aries.

Scorpio With Cancer:

Cancers natural concern for other people may somehow lead Scorpio to think that they are using Cancers good nature and disposition, secretly these thoughts will come from a touch of jealousy of Cancers interest in someone besides him/her. Cancer has great respect for Scorpio, and even though Cancer is of a slightly critical nature Cancer will learn to phrase these criticisms without wounding Scorpio's pride. These two can get along on a very high level. Soul mates are common in this match up. A very good relationship but needs constant maintenance.

scorpio and cancer - astrological compatibility rank = 7 (10 is best)

Scorpio With Taurus:

This astrological compatibility combination mutually admires each other. With a strong physical appetite, both will find much in common from a physical perspective. Jealousy however is the big problem with this pair and seems to be always showing its face. Taurus must be careful to keep faith with the scorpion mate, or the house will fall down without warning. Beware to the one whom crosses the scorpion's path; the sting is considered deadly. All else considered, friendship factor, financial drive, etc, makes them a very good match.

scorpio and taurus - astrological compatibility rank = 7 (10 is best)

Scorpio and Sex

The Sex God of the Zodiac has quite a lot to live up to! The Scorpion does just that, thank you very much. The sexual prowess and drive of those born under this sign is legendary. Scorpions smolder with every come-hither look, alluring wink of an eye and mysterious stare. If you want to ride a tiger to an emotional and sexual crescendo, jump on the curvy back of the sleek Scorpion. The Scorpio lover has an almost hypernatural libido, and loves giving sensual pleasure, although receiving it is nice, too. Variety as the spice of life is the golden rule here, and Scorpio loves to choreograph the scene for maximum mutual satisfaction. Any lover stepping into this lair best be ready, since keeping up is a must. Scorpions adore a lover who can go on forever, the perfect gift for this truly sexual being. If that lover brings some toys along, things will be tied up oh-so-neatly. Ooh.


SO after the research. I, myself conclude that I have a very extreme personality and of course, I can be super horny at times =x.
Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥



Saturday, April 18, 2009
at 12:48 PM


even though i really love you very much ,
i still wont go back to you again .

i am unable to complete this oath of love before we broke up ,
but i will remember it deep in my heart .

i wont go back because i feel like im just using your love ,
to force you do something you dont like to .

it wasnt easy letting go , i must admit .
my love for you will never ends ...
youll always be a part of me .

im unable to forget and let go of you .
just let me love you thats all i ask for .

在你心中复活无数次,我只要你爱着我。

i love you .

Jing Jie
22.O2.O9 ~ eternity
Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥



at 12:40 PM


messy steamboat =x (with ice cream / jelly o.o / all sorts of gross things)






didnt know hamster licks but this is ultra cute ): (taken from web)

the sky very pretty hor =l ?


Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥



Saturday, April 11, 2009
at 10:07 PM

saya minta maaf akan keselahan yang dilakukan oleh saya ,
masa tidak boleh kembali lagi .
saya akan menerima denda demi kebuatan saya ,
berharap kamu akam maafkan saya .
saya akan mennunggu kamu hingga badan saya jadi batu ,
sama dengan apa yang saya kata dahulu .
tetapi kamu menghukumkan saya dengan hukuman kematian .
peluang cuma datang sekali sepanjang hayat .
cermin sudah pecah , jika kepingnya diletak balik ,
cermin itu masih pecah .
cintaan saya akan kamu bercanggah bakal yang tidak pasti .
saya cinta akan kamu , jadi janganlah menyedikah saya .
oleh sebab mata saya palit untuk merasakan apa yang hati saya terjumpa .


(sorryformymalay.imnotgoodatit.ijustdontwantotherstoknowwhatiwannasaytoyou).
Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥



at 4:29 PM

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

been told a man will leave you go ,

get sick of you and bored ,
i know that its no lie ,
i gave my all and still i cry ,

never again will i be fooled ,
to give my all when nothing's true ,
i wont be played again ,
but i will fall in love again .

you should have just told me the truth ,
i wasnt the girl for you ,
but still i dont have a clue ,
so my heart depended on you .

though ill say i hate you now ,
though i shouted and cursed you out ,
ill always have love for you ,
because you are my only one .

i love you so ,
now you leave me in the cold ,
how could this be ,
i thought that you only love me ,

into the night ,
ill pray that youre alright ,
you hurt me so ,
just cant let you go .

took advantage of my willingness ,
to do anything for love ,
now im the only one in pain ,
will you please take it all away .. ?

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥



at 12:40 AM

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Romance's Reincarnation

would that love could be forestalled

extending my hold on your hands
that frail love within the broken heart
as we treasured the last seconds

without you and the mounting love
the warming urgency high up above
would not awaken the eternal dream
impelling them a foreveral gleam

like a hurtful wound overwhelming
a spreading pain of rolling tears
reaching for you , bewitching
as our remnants made my heart sear

blossoming everlasting romance
immaculate blooms of happiness
a painful show of suicides paraded
along the vein as my blood cascaded

but soon will come the cupid's heat
and couples will find their tears denied
shoots will swoon as though with fever ;
the wound heals , drained and dried

cupid leads to valentines' cravings
the love begins its rude retreat
the tears , the pains , the constant sobbings .
obscure future lament lost verdigris

the end whispers send a shiver
down stems of those that deign remain
efforts are wasted , wan and withered
their steps ends too soon their graves

would that love could be forestalled
the bleeds , forever frozen , protected in time
but i suspect that if their love foresaw
each remain would still bravely burst to life

Jing Jie
22.O2.O9 ~ eternity

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥



Friday, April 10, 2009
at 10:52 PM

私は自分の体まで待機する石に、ターン
あなた、私の愛と誠実さ以外は何も疑うことができます。
本当に痛いイムは、どのように言って、分からない
私はあなたの人生のこの瞬間を強化する方針だ。
あなたを愛するとは、あなたが私の良い意図を理解することを望んでいます。
あなたは私を理解していません。悲しいことに、あなたはありません。

ChenJie 、私はあなたを愛するが残されている。
Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥



at 10:31 PM

you can doubt my everything but not my love and honesty towards you .
how can you do this to me ? what i got back from loving you so deeply was just DOUBT .

its enough .. im tired , give me a break will you ?
Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥



Thursday, April 9, 2009
at 7:58 PM

"people who are in love
dont see their partner's shortcomings as flaws ,
but as little imperfections
who made them significantly-memorable in your life ." - Edward Meyer .

that goes to my darling chenjie =x ~

you are existent to me because you love me -
you are shy -
you make little tries to make me happy and im contented even if it didnt work .

i could be always angry at someone ,
but for you its a different story .

for you , you whom i share a love and hate relationship with ,
i love myself because i love you ,
i hate myself because i allowed you to hurt me again and again .

but i dont mind .
i wont ask for more except your existence and love in my life .
Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥



at 4:32 PM

let me tell you all a super touching story ,
someone anonymous forwarded to me today while i was in school .

read this , sad but touching ...

Daniel : I guess we're the left overs in this world .
Jasmine : I think so .. All of my friends have boyfriends and we are the only 2 persons left in this world without special someone in our lives .

Daniel : Ya , I don't know what to do .
Jasmine : I know ! We'll play a game .
Daniel : What game ?

Jasmine : I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days and you'll be my boyfriend .
Daniel : Great idea , okay since I don't have anything to do for the rest of this week .


Day 1 : They watched their first movie together and were both touched by the romantic film .


Day 4: They went to the beach and had a picnic , Daniel and Jasmine had their quality time together .


Day 12 : Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and went to a horror house . Jasmine was scared and she tried to hold Daniel's hand but by accident she held someone else's .


Day 14 : They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future . The fortune teller said , "My darlings , please don't waste the time of your lives ... spend your time together happily ." Then tears fell from the fortune teller's eyes .


Day 20 : Jasmine and Daniel were up on a hill when they saw a falling star . Jasmine mumbled something .


Day 28 : They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road , Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident .


Day 29 (11.37pm) : Daniel and Jasmine are sitting in the park .


Daniel : Jasmine .. I'm tired , do you want to have any drinks ? I'll go down the road and buy one .
Jasmine : Apple juice will be fine , thanks .
Daniel : Wait for me ...

-20 minutes later a stranger approached Jasmine-

Stranger : Are you a friend of Daniel ?

Jasmine : Yes , why ? What happened ?

Stranger : A reckless driver ran over Daniel and he is in critical state in hospital .

-Day 29 (11.57pm)-

The doctor came out from the emergency room and handed a bottle of apple juice and a piece of paper to Jasmine .

Doctor : We found this in Daniel's pocket .

... "Dear Jasmine ,
Jasmine , after these few days , I realised you're really a cute girl and I'm falling for you ... Your cherished smile , your everything when we played this game .. And before this game ends , I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life . I love you , Jasmine ..."

Jasmine crumples the paper and shouted ..

"Daniel ! I don't want you to die ! I-I love you ! Remember that night we saw a falling star ? I mumbled something .. I wished that we would be together forever and never end this game . Please don't leave me , Daniel ... I love you , you cannot do this to me ..."

Then the clock strikes 12 .

Daniel : "I-I'm sorry .. Jasmine , I love you too ..."

His heart has stopped pumping .


-It was the 30th day- ...

Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥



Sunday, April 5, 2009
at 10:16 PM


ミ★ a chance for one more day ミ★

i love you tanjie ~
我爱你陈捷 ~
saya cinta kamu chenjie ~
ik hou van je chenjie ~

=x LOL .

youre soft and sensitive , just admit it ..
i know it because im thinking of you whenever im with him .

sorry for throwing bitch fits at you sometimes when im pissed ): .
it breaks my heart to know that youre suffering in silence for nothing !
i will live another day contentedly just to love you (: ,
you alone will never be enough for me , because i need you for my whole lifetime .

if im a koala bear ..
youll be my tree :D .
i will hug you and i cant live without ni !
Koala bear ♥ stupid tree f3 =x .

对相爱的人来说,
对方的心,是最好的房子。
你在我的心盖了最稳定的房子,
我不再害怕孤单。
应为我知道你永远会陪在我身边 x3 .

sometimes i feel like youre a beautiful rose ,
pretty , yet hurtful .
no matter how i hold you , ill still bleed .
but ill bleed whatever it takes just to be with you and you alone .


i will never let go of you x3 .
Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥



Saturday, April 4, 2009
at 2:04 PM

最后的温柔



















































这一生,晶晶作了太多坏事。
伤过了无数的男孩,
现在上天惩罚我,
一生一世爱着他。

i love to fool around with you .

youre just like a fallen star ,
beautiful , yet imaginary .

wherever you go , go with all your heart .
because i wont be there right from the start .

if your injury is real and i failed to assist you ,
then i have violated myself for life .

i love you x3 .
Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥




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