Healing a broken heart ♥


Thursday, May 21, 2009
at 6:10 PM

Today is a post exam day (:!
No lessons, but the activities are tedious -.-.

For the first part of the day, we played a newly innovated game known as Tchouckball.
The game was confusing ):<
I didn't even participate at all!
The coach looks like Frankenstein okay!
Then halfway playing game, Ziling's turn to catch the ball.
Guess what happened?

When she wasn't paying any attention,
the ball came and hit her on the chest while she was breathing in.
LOL ley, she choke on her breath -.-.
Led me laughing for 15min then coach think I'm a lunatic -.-.

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Second part of the day was the concert [Queensway Idol].
The air inside the hall were seemingly warm and stale because there were SO many ppl.
While we started sitting down, I sat near MingZhu and her friends.
And we watched the 'concerto' LOL.
Throughout the concert we made alot of funny/sarcastic or good remarks at the finalists -.-.
And laughed when they went "zao-siah" LOL!

MingZhu : "WHAT the fuck la f5! This kind of standard also can get in finalist?!"
Me : "HOI! This kind 没水准 de singing also can get in finals?!"

MingZhu : "She go in finalist I think I champion le ley!"
Me : "Like that also good?! MY god!"

Me : "HOI talk so much! You go sing la!"
MingZhu : "I SING? I cannot sing, I can play drums only."
Me : "Not you cannot sing. You sing every window/glass all shatter already!"

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Actually also real -.-.
What kind of singing is this?!
There were 7 finalists!
I think only 2 or 3 can match up to MY standard lor!

LOL, YES I'M DAMN GOOD AT SINGING.
But I don't usually sing because it's damn weird o.o.
Seriously... I think I can do better anyway -.-.

Then after that went to canteen ate with Crystal, MH, Aiko and ZL.
And went back to class, prepared to leave school.

Went to TiongBahru and ate with Mingzhu and Liping.
Waited and crazied. Then went back home.

Since Maple's still under maintenance,
I karaoke-ed with my neighbour until 6.30pm.
And realised something.
(Actually my voice also not bad :D just cant sing high pitch LOL!)
I'm so miserable, my voice is far from genuine ):!

Nevermind! Gotta buck up on my singing soon.

Here's my exam results. Some aren't out yet.
Some failed. Some passed. Some failed with rainbow colors.
Only one made me proud of myself.

English : FAILED | 36/100 | E8
Chinese : PASSED | 57/100 | C6
E-Maths : PASSED | 51/100 | C6
Physics : PASSED | 67/100 | B3
Chemistry : PASSED | 80/100 | A1
F&N : (Not out yet)
POA : PASSED | 71/100 | A2
SocialStudies : FAILED | 34/100 | E8
Geography : PASSED | 66/100 | B3

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I received a ferrero rocher from Mr Tan! :D HE DAMN BIASED ):!

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Once again, Meet The Parents' session is around the corner.
Time for crows and chatters :D.
*wears earmuffs*
And and, overall class ranking will be out too.
I don't think I will hit at least a top 10.
My failures made it impossible.


Somehow, although I failed.
I feel very contented because I realised my mistakes.
I abolished my over-confidence in English and SS.
I will be very thankful to that guy who woke up from my arrogant dreams.

Knowing that I would not be able to surpass my boastful claims just by a little effort,
I will study with new intensity and be back as the top few.

Somehow someone asked me. "Why do you study?"

MY answer would be : "I'm sick of being oblivious to everything and letting parents down. Although I know for this time round it's too late because a chance wasted is a chance ruined, I will continue to work hard for the sake of myself and my beloved ppl who has extremely high expectations for a *little genius(thats what they called me)* like me. I'm disappointed yet satisfied with myself this round."

This guy told me :
"It's okay to fail, as long as you've tried your best."

Another guy told me :
"Do not stop to see, but instead, strive to soar and satisfy to survive."

(Ah darned, why do I have tears now?)
Maybe later.
Thanks for all the blesses for my exams.
If I could make it, it's all because of you all.
Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥




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