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Healing a broken heart ♥ Tuesday, June 30, 2009
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-Stressed up life-
There's maths test tmr. I've lost my SS answer script. God damned. My standard of english is failing on me. I haven't bathe! My maths is pathetic. I'm a weakling in academics. I found out that I can no longer read chinese fluently. Can someone help me? I need to buck up my english. I need maths remedial/revision/tuition. I need a chinese based interrogation as 'oral'. I need a reason for myself why am I falling behind. I need an EVEN-intensive tutoring for perfecting my chem. I need a philosophical and patient physics teacher cos I'm dumb. I need to learn how to whip food for F&N. (Can my mum help?) I need to turn myself into a fantastic brain genius. I need to pass every subjects. I need a counsellor. I need a towel (yes, a towel) to wipe my tears when I'm crying. I need attention... I need care... I need hugs of encouragement. I need to continue my life. I'm breakin' down right now. Someone please help me. >>---------[♥] Cupid.Arrow.Strikes.Tonight [♥]------------> I love you. I'll never ignore or neglect you, no matter how busy I'm. no matter how fucked up I'm. no matter how low I fell. I won't give up (:. I will work hard, harder than before. <---------[♥] Cupid.Arrow.Strikes.Tonight [♥]------------<< ____________________★★*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*
Till then... Until that day my dreams finally become substance... [♥] Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ Monday, June 29, 2009
at 5:27 PM[♥] R.I.P Michael Jackson [♥]
[♥] King of pop [♥] LOS ANGELES - Michael Jackson, the sensationally gifted child star who rose to become the "King of Pop" and the biggest celebrity in the world only to fall from his throne in a freakish series of scandals, died Thursday. He was 50... 25 Jun 2009... We've just learned Michael Jackson has died. He was only 50. Michael suffered a cardiac arrest earlier this afternoon at his Holmby Hills home... Michael Jackson, the American pop legend, died of a heart attack in a Los Angeles hospital last night, just weeks before he hoped to resurrect his four-decade long career with of sold-out shows in London... This video is specially dedicated to MJ and his fans (: . -I do not own the video and the rights-. -All rights go to their respectful owners-. This is a very touching and meaningful song by MJ, brings tears and memories back to me whenever I listened. At first I didn't know this song is sang by MJ, but I liked it alot and I never really did realise it was sang by him... Until I stumbled on 'Michael Jackson's RIP Tribute Video' in YouTube... Oh well. This blog post is specially for you, King of Pop aka Michael Jackson. Your death has been a trauma to people over the world. Nevertheless, you'll be missed. Rest in peace, MJ. You're NEVER alone (: . Go forth, go for your next life (: ~ Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ Tuesday, June 23, 2009
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I officially pronounce this blog INACTIVE (but not yet dead, I suppose). [♥] A light at th end of th life tunnel [♥] [♥] 22.o2.o9 [♥] Alot of things happened recently. Good and bad. But I'm thankful for both. I'm no longer th ARROGANT girl I used to be. But my attitude's still th same, nonchalant. He lowered my pride && dignity. Giving up both for him, is it worth? I've been asking myself this, but th answer seems to be always a Yes. Why am I being so cheap to myself? =/. I can't face his smile. I can't reply his questions. I can't resolve this unfateful situation. I only knw I love him alot. None like other guys. Because he has alr given me th best answer in life... Doing anything just to see me smile... Giving up anything just to be fair to me... Have I gone overboard? Why do I only now realise it? Why, why why? So much hurt has been done now. What should I do? Afterall.. A leopard can never change its spots... Can I really change for him and for th better side? Am I able to do this? I'll do anything just to return his smile. Yes. This is th least I should do. 你明明知道我容易为情伤心为爱所困 却偏偏让我不能离开不能面对... 是上天注定这段错误的情 是宿命冲破你这颗冰封的心 让上天笑我痴.. 让明月笑我狂... 任我和心牢一起醉， 任你我共徘徊， 有情无缘过一生... I know he's th one.. I'm nt gonna find others anymore. He's the someone who can break my heart and yet I can still love him with all the little pieces . . . [♥] I would give up everything for one moment with you, [♥] [♥] for one moment is better than a lifetime of not knowing you. [♥] ♥ Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ Tuesday, June 9, 2009
at 6:11 AM♥ A love for a lifetime ♥
♥ The final wish ♥ I'll be waiting... 我会等的。 无论在久， 十年。。二十年。。甚至一辈子我都愿意。 但我始终还是不懂，我到底在等什么？ 等着你爱我吗？ 或者再等着你的到来？ 还是再等着我们在一起的那一天？ 我不要求回报。 也不要求你爱我。 我只想像现在一样， 真心爱着。。。 I don't request that you love me back. Neither do I want anything from you. I just want to love you, just like that. Nothing else I ask for... 你是好人。 是世界上对我来说最重要的。 我不想伤害你。 不要傻了。 Don't be foolish. Life goes on. Walk the length of life without me, and you'll find much, much more. Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ Sunday, June 7, 2009
at 3:28 PMMy life has turned such drastically. After one big round, I'm back to square one. I have managed to turn back situations like in the past. But who knows what will happen next? Life is unpredictable.. And let me tell you one 'nonsensical' thing, Guy A is a damn rich and handsome guy. Guy B is an average and ordinary guy. But Guy A is flirty and buys girls with money. And Guy B would do anything just to see her happy. Let me tell you that no matter what Guy A does to me, what he try to do, what he say to me, my decision is final and I won't change the fuck of it. I rather be Guy B's bitch than be Guy A's SLUT. You can bring me to the moon or pluck stars from the sky, but I'll still be firm on my choice. HE can bring me only rocks and pebbles, but I'll treat them just like diamonds to me. You can be the best guy on Earth, for the fuck I care. But HE will always be the best guy in my heart. That will never change.
For life, forever. You have wanted this answer for a very long time, and now I tell you. Yes, I still love him. Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ |
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