Healing a broken heart ♥


Tuesday, June 23, 2009
at 6:35 AM



I officially pronounce this blog INACTIVE (but not yet dead, I suppose).


[♥] A light at th end of th life tunnel [♥]
[♥] 22.o2.o9 [♥]


Alot of things happened recently.
Good and bad. But I'm thankful for both.
I'm no longer th ARROGANT girl I used to be.
But my attitude's still th same, nonchalant.

He lowered my pride && dignity.
Giving up both for him, is it worth?
I've been asking myself this, but th answer seems to be always a Yes.

Why am I being so cheap to myself? =/.
I can't face his smile.
I can't reply his questions.
I can't resolve this unfateful situation.

I only knw I love him alot.
None like other guys.
Because he has alr given me th best answer in life...
Doing anything just to see me smile...
Giving up anything just to be fair to me...

Have I gone overboard?

Why do I only now realise it?
Why, why why?

So much hurt has been done now.
What should I do?

Afterall.. A leopard can never change its spots...
Can I really change for him and for th better side?
Am I able to do this?

I'll do anything just to return his smile.
Yes. This is th least I should do.

你明明知道我容易为情伤心为爱所困
却偏偏让我不能离开不能面对...
是上天注定这段错误的情
是宿命冲破你这颗冰封的心
让上天笑我..
让明月笑我...
任我和心牢一起
任你我共徘徊
有情无缘过一生...

I know he's th one.. I'm nt gonna find others anymore.

He's
the
someone
who
can
break
my
heart
and
yet
I
can
still
love
him
with
all
the
little
pieces
.
.
.

[♥] I would give up everything for one moment with you, [♥]
[♥] for one moment is better than a lifetime of not knowing you. [♥]


Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥




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Baelia Alistair Pan.
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Cause you dont understand ME .


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