Healing a broken heart ♥


Monday, August 31, 2009
at 7:21 PM

每天都提心吊胆的,
有点了。。。
再也不原意去相信別人。
因为对自己沒有信心
也对他沒有信心
其实,自知可能性不大,
但卻要试,真。。!
希望你做得到,
你因该心思思很久了吧?
現在你可以為所欲為了,
我想管沒辦法呢{:。

没有我的日子很好过吧?
一切都是你一手造成的.
现在很好受吧?
看到我跟美国人在一起就天天烦死人?

我不是这样的人.
是你逼我的.

Max杨仪凤你也太进了吧?
你跟我的前男友根本没有差别.
有话不会说,想爱又不敢去爱.
只会吞吞吐吐,没勇气说出真心话.

窝囊废.WIMP.
没忪的男人.
你到底是不是男人?还是个女人?
真瞧不起这种没旦的男孩.
去死吧.

I hate guys like you.
I won't hook it up when you lose t me academically.
But losing t me in studies is alr a very shameful thing {: .
Now you don't even have th guts t talk t me?
You're really a good for nothing.
Please remember that it is the cowardness that I broke up with my ex.
If you want t be like him, go ahead and be a wimp.

You should really know your limits, honestly.
Leave me alone, you're th one that said you DON'T LOVE ME.
And now you're making up a huge mess and saying I'm th fucking one.

It is ENOUGH.
My heart's no longer w. you.
You broke it, you killed it endlessly.
Can't you be happy for me?

I'm single. Not like I'm attached or what.
Going out doesn't mean we're together.

你真的是生在福中不知福.
你还想要什么?我都把自己给你了.
还不满意吗?你有完没完?

There's no need for you t act cool infront of me.
Because I've totally seen your true colors.
It's of no use anymore. Really.
Once th feeling fades, it can no longer be found back.
I don't want you. I seriously don't.

To put it in an uglier way,
I don't need you in my life.
I no longer want you as my boyfriend,
I don't need you to come back t me.
I don't even want t be friends w. you!
I HATE YOU THOROUGHLY.
You make me wince w. disgust everytime I see you.
You made me ashamed of myself.

It's what you did to me four months ago.

Don't push your boundaries.
Don't test my temper.
I can love you obsessively and devotedly.
But you cross th line. YOU MADE ME A TOY.
I can also make your life living hell.

Just like how I felt.

I gave you a chance t come back.
I knew that your heart's confused that moment.
But it doesn't work that way.

You never cherished th chance I gave continuously.

Some people will only treasure when they're abt t lose something they don't want t.
Worst of all. SOME PEOPLE. will only REGRET when they've lost it in eternity.

Sounds familiar huh?
It's your retribution {: .
I'm your retribution.
Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥




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