Healing a broken heart ♥


Friday, August 7, 2009
at 6:08 PM


extreme tiredness tonight.
cheebye, high school fines $$ just becos i wear slippers to sch?
went around asking ppl to buy cigg.
got caught with possession of cigg -.- cheebye.
like one stupid idiot la nabuey.

currently addicted to icemint.
smoked alot, went out with baldrey.
high school sucks la.

ill come back singapore in *counts* 3 months?
XD ill be here for xmas festive season... and go back england again {:!!
ENGLAND DE XMAS SEASON IS 1 WEEK LEYYYYYYYYYYYYY ):

thanks for all those who worried abt me &;
smoke abit wont die, AND im not addicted.

ever have a sense of dejavu by rubbing salt into the wound?
nt with th tattoos, skinned-lasered it long ago.
bt tt fucking blue spot where all th poisons went in remains.

2 years have passed, the slit scars still remains on my forewrist.
3 years have passed, the hideous scars has finally (almost-completely) faded.
ever wonder how does it look like YEARS later?
it may seem like its invisible to you all. but dont be blinded.
the point whr the poison went in can never be detoxified.
even if its just a small blue dot,
just a small blue dot,
caused my arm to be partially paralysed.

ITS SMALL. BUT ITS NOT LIKE YOU CANT FUCKING SEE IT.

nevertheless. tattoos are not a sign of gangsterism. this overall-ly mistakened entity.
its just body art and how you love to torture yourself masochistically while portraying the sense of bravery and love for art inside you.


so stop spreading the rumours that im ahlian or whatever shit.
having ahlian friends doesnt make me an ahlian.
it just makes me AWESOME.

whatever you do, if YOU're not HAPPY.
well thn, SNAP OFF.

Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥




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