Healing a broken heart ♥


Saturday, September 5, 2009
at 6:11 PM

And by a strike of twelve,
I'm gone in a flight.

Th next time I ever drops by England,
would probably be 8 years later.
Yeah, sigh.

Things seem so different now.
I'm still not used t waking up without your morning calls.
And I'm not used t places w. high rise buildings.

I miss England. I don't get Singapore.
It's so small. And freedomless.

Maybe it's th wrongest choice I ever made.

-

News flash on my love life :

You became th light inside of mea.
W.out you, I'll find it hard t complete this puzzle.
This feeling is just too much.
I'll need you t fall in love again.
You're gone in a flash.
Now I'm feeling empty again.

-

Can things be any worse?
Sigh. We were so happy back then.
Feeding mea w. lots of candy floss.
Saving mea when I almost drowned in a pool.

I seemed like a kid t you.
Maybe this is a blessing in disguise.
I've left before I even had a chance t rely on you.
So that we won't end up like how I did...

Will he even notice my absence?
Maybe he'd alr returned to Milli.
I should be happy.

-

I still remember th most "romantic" moment.
Sitting on a hill. Staring at a night sky even though there's not much stars.
It's an empty life of mine. But then a star appeared.
It's clear. Brightly clear.
Not just a speck on th ebony boundless skies.
Not just a small sparkle.

-

But that's alr over.
Maybe this is th life I should be living all along.

-

It's th pains in my heart,
because we've once been near th stars.
Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥




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