Healing a broken heart ♥


Friday, September 25, 2009
at 10:19 PM

Back from competition and bathing (: .
Uhhms. Gonna talk abt what happened today.
Today was scary. There were 5 judges instead of 3!
And all 5 judges I've never seen before!

1 particular judge scared mea really -.-.
Another judge just sat there with his leg up, like drinking coffee in kopitiam, no respect LA!

So.. I think this was what happened...

Me : *Walks into the room*
Judge1 : Hello. What's your name?
Me : Baelia Pan.
Judge1 : So what does this mean to you?
Me : Another chance for me to earn more to pay for my lessons.
Judge1 : What are you here for?
Me : To sing.
Judge1 : Okay. Start when you're ready.
Me : *Signals OK to the person controlling music*

-sings-

Judge1 : Unexpected. You've got a huge voice for a little body. Speechless, I don't know what to say. Unbelievable. I'll definitely vote you for this round.
Me : Thanks!

Judge2 : Wow Baelia. You've got a special voice for a small girl like you. But...
Judge2 : Let me tell you, a good singer is a good singer. Maybe you've gotten a habit from singing at clubs, if you're talented, you're talented!
Me : *smiles*
Judge2 : The first impression you gave me when you walked in was that you're very scared of us, you're a little inconfident. But now I just want to see some self-belief in you, tell yourself you can make it, because I think you surely can make it far.
Judge2 : It's obviously a yes from me, sweetheart.
Me : Thanks!

Judge3 : Let me repeat what Sabrina(Judge2) said. You're inconfident. You have no self-belief. How did you think you did?
Me : *thinks that this is bad...*
Me : I don't know. I've never cared, I just want to sing.
Judge3 : Yes, that's the attitude, my girl. If you're good, you're good. There's no need for doubts as they can affect you.
Judge3 : Let me tell you, you did pretty well. And there's no need for you to be scared.
Judge3 : Trust yourself, or if not at least trust me. You hear it from me, you're good.
Me : Thank you!

Judge4 : So Baelia, you sang "My heart will go on by Celion Dion", wow I think, you might possibly be, the best 14-year-old little Celine. How did you get your voice?
Me : *laughs shyly*
Judge4 : This is incredible. Just fantastic. I've absolutely nothing to say. Only if I should be stricter, I'll say that you've got a perfect voice, but you'll need to work on your stable tones. Some parts of the song, your voice is quavering a little and that's not going to sound very smooth. But relax, it's only one or two, I think you still can make it because you sing good. You're probably one of the bests here, I'm saying a yes too.
Me : *smiles* Thank you!

Judge5 : You made my day. I'm sorry for the kind of attention I gave you just now. It has been a LONG day with lots of terrible terrible singing from those participants and we're all very tired.
Me : No, it's okay actually. *smiles*
Judge5 : I think you'll make it quite far. You really could. Do you have a vocal coach or something?
Me : No, I don't. I've never had a vocal coach, not for now anyway. Maybe getting one in the later parts of my life.
Judge5 : Wow you're amazing. Did you find some way to coach yourself or something? When did you start singing?
Me : I learnt to sing like other people, then I moved on to create my own styles and find my own strengths in singing. I started singing when I was about 1 years old, nursery rhymes to pop songs. I love singing and the sound of music, they just make me feel like I'm in heaven.
Judge5 : This is it. I don't know if I'll go to heaven, but if I make it there, I think all the angels are going to look like you.
Me : Thanks!

-

Judge1 : So, for the moment of truth. Is it a yes, or a no?
Judge2-4 : Yes, absolutely.
Judge5 : No.
Judge1 : *Looks confused*
Judge5 : I'm not going to disappoint you, it's a definite yes.

Me : *Smiles & jumps up in elation* Thank you very much!

-In the lobby-

Me : This is so cool, 2 judges actually frightened me!
Me : Again, nothing can describe me, I'm feeling excited all over!

-

That's all for now.
Now wish me luck for round 4!
Oh silly me, I don't need luck.
I need skills, yeah that's what I need.

Thank you very much once again! And stay tuned!
Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥




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