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Healing a broken heart ♥ Friday, September 4, 2009
at 6:26 PMBaelia has written her fate today.
She tried her very best, but it was still not enough. Everyone has tried their best like I did. Some walked away with a smile, some didn't. Some walked away holding back tears of joy, but others fought their urging cries of disappointment. We've tried our best. I know it very clearly. It's this kind of day that made mea realise that I'm not who I can be. Dreams will always be dreams. Th devastating results: (arranged from lowest t highest) Geography : 32/100 (E8) English : 44/100 (D7) Social Studies : 56/100 (C5) Mathematics : 70/100 (A2) Chinese : 74/100 (A2) Physics : 75/100 (A1) Chemistry : 93/100 (A1) Well at least. I passed my SocialStudies and Mathematics. It was really a shocking truth that I actually got A2 for maths. Sigh. - You'll never be who you think you really are, Baelia. It's time t wake up, and work hard for what you want. That's why we ended in that class. We believed that there were already something wrong w. who we were in th first place. All of us here are nothing t admire at. Maybe because we've chosen th wrong path. - What put a smile back on my face was. Th physics and maths results. Chemistry was a total disappointment. I missed my full marks just because of 1 careless mistake. Thanks Mdm Cheng, for my A1 in physics. I'll try not t let it slip from my clutches. - But what else can I possibly do? ... - News Flash on my love life : Boredom. Sigh. Haven't really got th mood t date recently. Everyone's crushed by their results. Badly. So am I. Guess that special someone won't ever appear so soon. I don't want you t appear until 2011 okay?! Don't appear. I want t focus on my studies. Please don't. Cos' I really got a feeling you're somewhere near mea. I've alr lost myself.. I can't further lose my results... T>T - I'm sorry I've been so selfish. But I guess it's time for us t let go. - Baelia Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ |
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