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Healing a broken heart ♥ Thursday, September 10, 2009
at 3:20 AMDay 1 of my Vegetarian diet : ♥ A new start ♥ ♥ Life sentence, no parole ♥ Weak! I've stopped being hyperactive and so full of energy. I feel so frail. But I'm happy this way (: . I may be foolish. But I'm humane. - I'm here w. you. Though you're far away, you're always in my heart. - Currently lost my voice. I've developed stomach ulcers. Due t incessant drinking. Urgh, can't sing so well now. And having t abstain from wine/beer?! I guess plain water would be enough t drown my sorrows. But it's plain! I get sick of it. Sigh. What more can I possibly do? I'm intoxicated. My health is deteriorating. I don't bother t care. My body is in Singapore. But my soul is in England. And my heart is still w. him. How can I bring them back? I miss him terribly... I don't know how much deeper I can sink. - Another could be fed when I refused t eat fish. Less one fish will be in demand. It's these little things that we do. That piles up into one big cause. I don't see why my efforts are useless. I don't think so. Another day is gone, I'm again all alone. I hate Singapore... I don't want any other guys. I just want you, will that do? I don't fucking care th qualities they have. Neither do I care abt how good-looking they are. I just need you, understand? Can you lend me your heart for a lifetime? It's urgent. W.out it I'll most probably die. - Baelia Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ |
♥ Search ♥ Yours truly   Baelia Alistair Pan. Single/ I'll NEVER be available! My heart's preoccupied I'm currently 15 Queensway Sec Scorpio 14 November's my birthday! I'm a crybaby Mad about LOVE Don't step over my limit She loves to sing! I'm fun! I like to play! Divided in two Blur as a sotong I needs lots of love and concern I'm just like a cat :D I love attention <3 Dont judge me from the outside Cause you dont understand ME . ♥ Loves ♥ Freedom ♥ Cookies ♥ Cheese ♥ Chocolates ♥ Chilli ♥ Movies ♥ Dates ♥ Loathe Hypocrites Backstabbers Betrayers Gossiping Debates Criticisms Love triangles Marriage Fast foods ♥ Desires Freedom Top10 in class Unlimited money t spend No curfew More time t hang out More pets! Change for th better Get t Sec4 Express ♥ Chains 3O1'O9 Aiko Alvin/Pegasi ChengBoon Chiwen/PurplePixies Claud Daniel Felicia Grace Janice/MissyJANx3 Jeanne JiaYuan Kenneth Marc/zxDarkFlamexz Melissa Naruto Nicholas Pavithra PingFang SamuelTeo Sequoias Guild Blog Shaun/x3Crisis Shirley Shuean Simon Terencee/xXxXShadowxX Vanessa WeiLiang XinYi XinYu Yaozhi YunTing/Krugal93 ZiLing/JuniorPixie ♥ Make some noise!  ♥ Dance t th music!
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