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Healing a broken heart ♥ Wednesday, September 2, 2009
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Gonna post something which I scribbled on paper out of boredom during night classes. I guess they make sense, because everyone has gone through it at least once before. - The worst feelings is described as so. Every girl would go through this cycle of love and loss. It's painful, everyone is aware of that. You've to experience it. Be it you like it or not, all arguments ends up in tears and bloodshed. Everything seemed to be perfect, yet something had t always go wrong. When you thought all was becoming your reason t live on, when you thought that was th best moment of your life, it changed t a nightmarish reality that crippled you emotionally. Has he ever wondered what you REALLY wanted? It's not a 'sorry', that's so not what we girls wanted. He said sorry like water flowing from tap, but he never did mean it. When your mind was filled with, "why, why why?", your face was drenched in tears. Yet in his mind was full of someone else, making you realise deep down that you've been completely replaced. You felt a strong urge t shout at him, "Don't bother saying sorry when you don't even know whr you're wrong at." But you never did. Because you're afraid that you'll cry infront of him. You know clearly that he has become your weakness. You break down in tears, and you kept hoping that it was all just a dream. But you know that it'll never come true. And th moment you saw him w. another girl, you're totally convinced that he's not so into you anymore. Th moment you tell yourself, "vanish from my life, jerk. I don't need you transforming anymore heartbreaks.", You know very well that you're taking a step forward, leaving this seemingly neverending worthless misery. And for every painstaking steps you took, it'll take you much higher, much stronger. And for that reason, I have never seemed to die emotionally. On th brink of death, what I can do was just to lay thr and breathe. Hoping that tomorrow will be a better day, and it will be. Trust yourself, girls, it'll always be. Because you've already make it through th worsts. Because thr's nothing t lose anymore. {: - Be true to yourself and honest towards other people. You're only accountable to no one except yourself. You can hurt others, but never hurt yourself. Humans are selfish, just like love is, just like you and mea. Leave th best things t yourself, because you've deserved them. Once th feeling fades, it can no longer be found back. It is alr gone in eternity, & th pain would probably last a lifetime. The foolish one is who whom self-inflicts because of th pains. And t that unfateful person, physical wounds takes time t heal. But on th other side, emotional wounds takes faith t heal... They may not even heal in th end. For those who bears a regretful thought when staring death in th face, "a decision made from your heart within a split second; affects your life with its effects for th lifetime." Regrets are inevitable. Heartbreaks are disastrous. Love takes its own course, they may not even appear in th end. They may only appear once, and a chance gone is a chance wasted. It is right when they claims that God is merciful, pray for what you want, & work for what you need. God will not listen t your cries, but he will end your misery. It is painful when people you know become people you once knew. How they can walk past you as if you were never a big part of their life. There's a saying which goes; "If you want t see th rainbow; you must go through th rain. If you want t withhold true love; you must experience th pains." "If you truly love him, you must set him free. If he comes back, he'd be yours for life; but if he doesn't, he never really was in th first place." "Afterall, it is always easy t tolerate th absence of a person, but it'll take a steel heart t let go of th memories, and a brave soul t be able t live on with it..." And w. that ceremonial note, Baelia shall take her escape back t her coffin :D~ Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ |
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