Healing a broken heart ♥


Tuesday, September 15, 2009
at 7:52 PM

Hey guys. I'm back from school.

Had my maths test today, as usual.
Having english oral exam on thursday.

Life seemed t have gone insane overnight.
Life was so slack and jocky in England.
But now, it's back t hectic and lonesome,
and I don't really like it that much.

But I guess I'll have t accept it.

Many things t catch up on && learn by hard.
I'm behind time and everyone.

Now I feel like a late-born baby bird.
When my brothers and sisters are able t fly,
I'm then only being borned...

Life's like that w.out him.

-

Someone asked mea today: "Why leave when you don't want t?"

Why carry on when it won't go far?
Why do it when you know it will cause you more misery?
Why ask these when you don't even know how I feel.

Yeah. Exactly. We won't go far if we got together.
Everyone is aware of that.
Mea being haunted by my past and current.

-

I really hope I can pass my maths test.
I don't know how far am I behind par...
Circle properties, and maxtrices is driving mea crazy.

-

People often see mea laughing and smiling in school.
That's when I get t joke and play around.
But have anyone seen th real mea?
No...

I'm just a hopeless crying soul inside...


再見英国,
这次的決定, 我押上了全部.
我会努力改变, 拿到比預期好的成績
这次,不只是對你的考驗, 也是对我自己的考驗.
所以, 一起加油吧.

Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥




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