Healing a broken heart ♥


Sunday, September 6, 2009
at 5:09 PM

I miss th days I used t be able t look in your eyes





This was all t remind mea of you.

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I never realised how stunning you were till th day I decided t leave your side.

What exactly makes her so much better than mea?
Why is it that she's everything that I can never be?
I miss th times you used t look at mea that way.

I'm not jealous, no I'm not.
I just want everything she've got.
Tell mea what makes her so much better,
why is it that she's your fantasy?
I can't remember when you said that it was mea.

I'll never be better than her.
I really like you ALOT ALOT ALOT. But I never had th courage t tell you.

Your eyes entranced and electrified mea,
never keeping my gaze off you. WHY?
I like your smile, it won my heart.

But you've changed...
You used t look at mea that way.
You've changed alot ever since you won BGT 2008.
I don't fancy th present you.

Yeah. You're right. I'm different. So different.
Because I don't fucking want your riches or your fame.
Neither do I shout at you "George SAMPSON iluvyouuuuuu aint you hot?"
That's what other girls do, but I don't and will never.

I don't go around shouting,
like SOME of your fans.
"Georgy you're so beautiful, I wanna hve ur babiessssss."
GROSS! PURE DISGUST!
Ew. Ever wonder how do you differentiate girls and bitches?

You really changed.
And I'm sorry I spelt HER name wrongly.
Maddie's th good looking one. But she's attached.
Miley looks normal, but you find her voice annoying.
Molly's th outgoing one, but she's isn't your type.

What makes them just everything t you?
I don't get you. I don't get MY HEART.

Don't think I'm gonna go insane over you. NO I'M NOT.
I'm different. Bear that in mind.

Much different.
Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥




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