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Healing a broken heart ♥ Thursday, September 10, 2009
at 4:24 PMIf I were t pick a song choice for my relationship w. my previous bfs,
they'll be... Mxx - Because of you by Kelly Clarkson & Disturbia by Rihanna He hurts mea. And I wake up from my nightmare, and haunt him back. Gxxxxx - I will always love you by Dolly Parton Tragic love ending ): Sxxxxx - Better in time by Leona Lewis Hoping we'll find th ones that's best for us (: Vxxxxx - 7 things by Miley Cyrus (: described in song. Jxx - Unfaithful by Rihanna Betrayal. - Hah, what's w. th "x"s? Guess th following letters yourself, they're SO obviously obvious. LOL. 5 boyfriends in 3 years, not bad right ):? My caucasian friends have 7 guys in a month :O! I'll let you know th song's lyrics. Th description of each relationship w. them fits in th lyrics. So you'll most probably know who is who (: . - Because of you - Kelly Clarkson I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did You fell so hard I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far Because of you, I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you, I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you, I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry, because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh, every day of my life My heart can't possibly break, when it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you, I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you, I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you, I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I watched you die, I heard you cry Every night in your sleep I was so young, you should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else, you just saw your pain And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing Because of you, I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you, I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you, I tried my hardest just to forget everything Because of you, I don't know how to let anyone else in Because of you, I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty Because of you, I am afraid.. Because of you Because of you ~ - Disturbia - Rihanna What's wrong with me? Why do I feel like this? I'm going crazy now No more gas in the rig Can't even get it started Nothing heard, nothing said Can't even speak about it All my life on my head Don't want to think about it Feels like I'm going insane Yeah It's a thief in the night To come and grab you It can creep up inside you And consume you A disease of the mind It can control you It's too close for comfort Throw on your break lights We're in the city of wonder Ain't gon play nice Watch out, you might just go under Better think twice Your train of thought will be altered So if you must faulter be wise Your mind is in disturbia It's like the darkness is the light Disturbia Am I scaring you tonight Your mind is in disturbia Ain't used to what you like Disturbia Disturbia Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Faded pictures on the wall It's like they talking to me Disconnecting your call Your phone don't even ring I gotta get out Or figure this shit out It's too close for comfort It's a thief in the night To come and grab you It can creep up inside you And consume you A disease of the mind It can control you I feel like a monster Throw on your break lights We're in the city of wonder Ain't gonna play nice Watch out, you might just go under Better think twice Your train of thought will be altered So if you must faultier be wise Your mind is in disturbia It's like the darkness is the light Disturbia Am I scaring you tonight Your mind is in disturbia Ain't used to what you like Disturbia Disturbia - I will always love you - Dolly Parton If I.. should stay.. I would only be in your way So I'll go.. but I know I'll think of you every step of.. the way And I... will always.. love you.. Will always.. love you.. you.. My darling.. you ~ Bittersweet.. memories.. That is all I'm taking with me So goodbye, please don't cry We both know I'm not what you.. you need And I.. will always love you I... will always love you You ~ I hope, life treats you kind And I hope, you have all you've dreamed of And I wish you joy.. and happiness But above all this.. I wish you.. love And I... will always love you I... will always love you I, I will always love.. you... You ~ Darling, I love you I'll always.. I'll always.. Love.. You ~ - Better in time - Leona Lewis It's been the longest winter without you I didnt know where to turn to See somehow I cant forget you After all that we've been through Go in, come in Thought i heard a knock Who's there? No one Thinking that I deserved it Now I realise that I really didn't know You didn't notice, you mean everything Quickly I'm learning, to love again All I know is, Im'ma be ok Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals to It'll all get better in time Even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time How could I turn on the tv Without something there to remind me Was it all that easy? To just put aside your feelings If I'm dreaming Don't wanna let, hurt my feelings But that's the path, I believe in And I know that, time will heal it You didn't notice, you mean everything Quickly I'm learning, to love again All I know is, Im'ma be ok Thought I couldnt live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals to It'll all get better in time Even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time Since there's no more you and me It's time I let you go so I can be free And live my life how it should be No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you Yes I will Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals to It'll all get better in time Even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time... - 7 things - Miley Cyrus I probably shouldn't say this, but at times I get so scared when i think about the previous, relationship we shared It was awesome but we lost it, it's impossible for me, not to care and now we're standing in the rain but nothing ever gonna change until you hear The 7 things I hate about you the 7 things I hate about you, oh you Your vain, your games, your insecure you love me you like her, you make me laugh, you make me cry I don't know which side to buy you're friends their jerks when you act like them just to know it hurts I wanna be with the one I know and the seventh thing I hate the most that you do you make me love you It's awkward and it's silent, as I wait for you to say what I need to hear now your sincere apology when you mean it I'll believe it if you text it I'll delete it let's be clear Oh, I'm not coming back, your taking seven steps here The 7 things I hate about you Your vain, your games, your insecure you love me you like her, you make me laugh, you make me cry I don't know which side to buy you're friends their jerks when you act like them just to know it hurts I wanna be with the one I know and the seventh thing I hate the most that you do you make me love you compared to all the great things, that would take to long to wright, I probably should mention, the seven that I like The seven things I like about you your hair your eyes your old Levi's when we kiss I'm hypnotized you make me laugh, you make me cry but I guess that's both I'll have to buy your hand in mine when we're intertwined, everything's alright, I wanna be with the one I know and the seventh thing, I like the most that you do you make me love you - Unfaithful - Rihanna Story of my life, searching for the right But it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul? Cause it seems that wrong Really loves my company He's more than a man and this is more than love The reason that the sky is blue But clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again And to him I just can't be true And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Every time I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be a murderer I feel it in the air as I'm doing my hair Preparing for another date A kiss up on my cheek, he's here reluctantly As if I'm gonna be out late I say I won't be long just hanging with the girls A lie I didn't have to tell Because we both know where I'm about to go And we know it very well Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Every time I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be a murderer Our love, his trust I might as well take a gun And put it to his head Get it over with I don't wanna do this Anymore, anymore And I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why And every time I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside And I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be a murderer A murderer, no no no Yeah - Clarification : These are NOT my love break up songs. Just songs that describes my love life w. each of th guys. I'm not emo for now. I feel like I'm turning into a monster. I like rock or metal more instead of pop. I'll just be on ecstasy till I'm dead tired. - Update later sizzlings (: shaa ~~ Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ |
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