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Healing a broken heart ♥ Saturday, September 12, 2009
at 2:06 AMI'm still missing you.
I'm really missing you t th extent I'm insane. Do you know how much I wanna see you now? I rmbred how I used t smile at your silly jokes. I rmbred how I used t laugh at your dance moves. I rmbred how I used t enjoy your company. I rmbred how I used t say... "They can never have you. Because I've found you." That was initally meant t be a joke. And yet in th end I really did found and lost you. Apparently, I can never have you. Now I'm hoping t see you at my doorstep every sunrise. Like how it was in England. People say we're really fated. But th truth merely contradicts. We're both left handers. We both have dancing as passion. And you find mea outstanding because I'm a foreigner. My head easily fits on your shoulder. We have compatible height, it's just alright. You understood mea just like how I understood you. But for these, I think you're silly. Why go for th replicas instead of th genuine ones? Give yourself, myself, others a chance. Why cling on t something that's never meant t be. Why waste these worthless efforts. Th more you cling on t mea, th more I'm unable t let go. You know that don't you? Why let th misery carry on. It's not worthy at all. You'll never know. Maybe you'd find a rainbow aft you step out of this rain? I really wanna fly back and say I've regretted leaving. And that I really love you obsessively. I'm INSANE over you. My mind's filled w. you incessantly. Every now and then, th memories comes haunting mea. I'm dying at heart. Let's put out this eternal fire and move on, alright? We know what's best for you and I. Don't grief over my absence and departure. There's a door t happiness, it's just whether you and I can make it through alone. What's over is over. They have became MEMORIES. I'm now a part of your past. And you're still here. So you and I should carry on living our life t th fullest. Never missing another chance, seizing every opportunity. Who knows? Maybe you'll find th right one aft leaving mea (: After th fall, wipe your tears; Heal your wounds, and fly higher. ♥ Baelia Alistair S. ♥ Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ |
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