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Healing a broken heart ♥ Thursday, September 10, 2009
at 8:05 PM♥ You're one in a million ♥
Great things happen in a blink of an eye. Somebody like you are a million t love. Your eyes. They're so electrifying. Your smile. They're so very beautiful. Your laugh. They're so influential. You're so phenomenal. There was more than just chemistry. Th chances of meeting somebody like you, is million t one. I'm dreaming. I'm fantasizing again. I'm hoping. I can't help wishing you're still here. All this time I wasn't looking for love. I was looking for you. Stumbling into th arms of th one. You look so cute when you're shy. You look so adorable when you smile. I wonder when will I get t meet someone like you again. - I know I'm ultra lucky. I've just seen some fan video of yours. Can see that they're so obsessed w. you. Not just obsessed. They're in love w. you. There's this particular girl. She wrote. "There's been a boy I'm absolutely crazy about. It's been a year now but I love him as much as I did th first time I set my eyes on him. When I first saw him he was a normal teenager w. big dreams. When he won I was soooo happy that I screamed. Now, this 12 months was everything t mea, he's on my walls, my school books, his pictures are EVERYWHERE. People say I'm obsessed and sometimes make fun of mea especially because I have never actually met him. But I don't care what anyone says because he will always be in my heart anyway. Sometimes I wish I could forget but I can't. I don't want t forget him because he's my whole world. He truly is one in a million. No one in th world can ever replace him. Replace that piece of heart which belongs t him. He will never know how I feel, he will never even know who I am, cos' I'll just be another adoring fan standing in th crowd. But I can still love him no matter what. Th girl who wins his heart will be th luckiest girl alive and I'll be upset and jealous but I'll be fine because she will make him happy and all that matters t mea. I love you George William Sampson forever xxxx." Now you know that I'm not th only one... Not many are as lucky as mea I guess? Are you just a crush? I'm trying t walk away but I can't. I... You're not a present, I understand. I can't give you t whoever I like. But.. Don't you know that there's someone else better than mea? We're just normal girls. Normal teenagers. Hoping that you'll pick one of us and make us queen. Hah. That used t be my dreams too. But now I've awoken and realised that it's impossible alr. So just, find a girl of your type. In your country. I personally think you're best compatible w. local girls. Blondes. Brunettes are beautiful. I'm not blonde. Although I have brown hair. Genetic. I'm looking back at yesterdays. Back t when I'm still by your side. Let another girl feel like how I did. Sitting beside you on a rollercoaster ride. I was not scared even though I'm afraid of heights. I was never scared w. you by my side. I feel protected. I feel so safe. Th only thing I'm afraid of, is that I'll lose you. We both know that we're bound t lose each other, don't we? Just take it anyway, take my future and leave mea alone. Don't return t th places where we've been before. Forget about Alton Towers and A2AA. It can never happen between us anyway. Forget about my laughters. Forget about my smiles. Don't imagine looking mea in my eyes. Forget about my voice. Forget how I used t say "morning stupid!" Forget how I said "we're one big family!" Forget them because they were never meant t be true... Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ |
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