Healing a broken heart ♥


Sunday, October 11, 2009
at 11:47 PM

Hahs. Aft so long. I've finally realised I've walked one big round.
I must be crazy now. Maybe I dreamed too much.
But when I think of him, I long t feel his touch.

I wished t go back t th very first day I saw you.
Cos' by now I finally know you'll feel th same way as I do.

What's th point of winning when th one I loved has alr gone?

I don't want this.
I don't want t be th Queen of love songs w.out you by my side.
I don't want t be th queen when you're not th king.

Where've you gone t?

Where are you?

I. Love. You. I wished you'll love mea too.
These three words, could change our lives forever.
And if I'd said that earlier, it'd promise us t be together.

Right. I've never miss a guy this long.
Tell mea how do I escape from your clutches?

I don't want anything. I just want you t be by my side.
I can't let go.
I tried loving other guys. But that doesn't work at all.
When I'm alone, you're th first one I think about.
See now, how impossible it is for mea t love again?

I know it's impossible. But I'm still trying hard t forget you.
I rmbred. Th night at Clarke Quay.
I promised myself I'll love you this life.
I don't know, I just felt that way.
I felt that this was th truest promises of all I've made.
It may or may not be true.
But now... It's so true. I can't get you out of my mind.
No lack of handsome guys by my side. But why you?
Can't I just forget?
No one else but you.
Is this a curse?

If this is a curse, then let it be.
If my sudden promise had led me upon this road of no return,
let th memory of mea & you be together.

like comets frolicking into eternity,
th clock in th parlor stops its heartbeat,
forever.
Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥




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