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Healing a broken heart ♥ Friday, October 16, 2009
at 1:49 PMPhysics results is out w. Mdm Cheng!
Anxious t know how bad I did... Today had F&N paper, it sucked. Didn't have time t do th 15marks question drats! Had english oral today (finally). Like once in a blue moon Miss Buganeishwari Yoganathan didn't postpone th oral exam! Yes, her name is long, I know, I can see that. Thinking of going PasirRis later t play w scorpions again. But this time going w MingZhu. Need a lil something t boost my morale, I thought I failed my physics (again). But I didn't. I wanna eat chocolates. I want t fish now. I want t dance right now. EXAMS IS OVER!!! YAY!!! Sorry. Too high, can't contain my excitement for th 4 days holidays! He walked past mea today. He walked past mea like a stranger. I hang my head down hoping he'll nt recognise mea. But we just looked into each other's eyes. No difference, a split second of coldness & disgusted familiarity. & looked away, mea reading my notes. Awkward moments, life parole. I don't know how am I feeling now. Bored & lonely. I don't know how many lines I've typed. I wanna sing, but this disturbing silence is creeping mea out. Looking at th sky. Not knowing what t do. Not knowing who I want t be w. Th worst thing is. Good things will only befall on mea after I left him. I guess you know what this means. Too coincidental t be coincidental. Too. My maths soaring t 50+ aft I left him. My maths soaring t 70+ aft I decided I won't go back. For each & every time I persuade myself t forget him, my Physics & chem's mark just shot up. & when I thought of going back t him again, my mind just went blank. & my maths. Is back t. F9. Coincidence? Too coincidental. I received praises when I left. & I got failures when I thought of going back. What a curse. What a curse indeed. Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ |
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