Healing a broken heart ♥


Monday, October 19, 2009
at 9:49 PM

Sorry. Aint gonna post pictures today.
Down w. love sickness. (as always?).
Sigh.

I don't know. It's so unbelievable I actually cried.
It'd been so long since we broke.
But in my heart it tastes like it's just yesterday.
I'm still thinking of you, as ever.
I really love you. But how many "really" can explain th meaning of "really"?
It's just a personal barrier.

I can't go back... I want t. I just can't.
It's something in your mind, something you've got t endure w.
Even though we're both willing, in th end it'll not work out.

I really want t go back. But I can't.
No one understands how I feel.
Have you ever thought why I love you?
You won't understand. It's just a totally different feeling.
It's so blissful. So happy t be w. you.
There's no other feeling so enjoyable than being w. you.

I can show you the world, prince.
Shining, brimming, glimmering.
Tell me prince, when did you last let your heart decide?

I can open your heart, love you lifetime by lifetime.
When I'm w. you, I feel like I'm in a whole new world...
A dazzling love I'll ever feel,
but now, from faraway here,
It's crystal clear that I'm deeply in love w. you.

Unbelievable words,
indescribable feelings
through an endless painful love.

We're like a shooting star
We've come so far in eternity,
rendering th clock in th parlor stopping forever.

With new horizons to thread,
There's no other like you,
who can let mea feel th way like you did.

A bitterly-splendid place in time,
That's where we'll be,
A sweetly painful love,
A tears & joys filled soul,
For you and mea...

I love you. You hear this straight from mea.
I'm not letting you go, I won't give up.
I won't concede defeat before fate.
For you & mea, I'll be strong. I'll be brave.
I'll do anything even if it's impossible.
Just t try t have you by my side.

I'll sacrifice anything t share this fantastic world w. you.
W.out you, it's meaningless for mea t exist.
I love you, I'll go beyond th horizons t find an utmost simplistic happiness that belongs only t mea & you.


Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥




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