Healing a broken heart ♥


Saturday, November 21, 2009
at 2:13 PM

Ever wonder why we're trapped in this seemingly neverending misery?

It's because of your selfishness.
Your unwillingness t love me for what I am.
Your unwillingness t let go of what I WAS.

I had let go.
I will accept whatever kind of guy you are.
& any kind of choices you make.
It doesn't matter cos in th end, it's still you!
It's you that I love! You're th guy.
Personality changes will not fail you.

It's that vague familiarity I feel whenever I'm w you.
I think there's a lot of reconciling t do.
But you're just leaving this th way it shouldn't be.

So.. It all boils down t you huhs.
It's all your choice.

I know I'm no good girl.
I don't care what others think abt me & her.
I'm not a prefect, I'm not a star pupil.
I'm just an ordinary school girl.
I don't get awards for being efficient, nor academic scores.
I don't socialise much. I'm not talkative.
I can't cook.
I can't do dishes.
I can't cheer ANYONE up.
I can't be there for you because I'm fickle minded.
I'm nothing compared t your H---L TEO.

But I love you.

I'm not asking for a chance.
There's no reason for you t give someone you don't even know a chance.
Just so you know how I feel.
&.

How long these tears had stained my love...
Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥




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