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Healing a broken heart ♥ Monday, November 30, 2009
at 12:21 AMI know it's long over.
& I've forgotten you already. But it's kinda like a familiar habit t me, talking abt you every single waking moments. Really, I mean REALLY every moment. Even when I'm eating, exercising, studying. Even when I'm dreaming. But it's not sad anymore. Cos' I've let go of you (: ... Now.. When I think back... It has only perfect & sweet memories.. How cute. Th tragic & sad ones are suddenly gone! I really miss those moments, but only because they're so warm. I miss how my friends & I call you "Chocolate" cos you're so tanned. I rmbred how I looked at you & asked "who're you?" when I can't recognise my own boyf. (I'm shortsighted) I thought of how I used t tickle you when you claim *you're not scared of tickle*. I miss how my lips used t stumbled on yours on board a bus. I'd laugh whenever I rmbred how you just refused t come in my class cos you're shy. I still know th feeling when you held my hands.. for th first time. I felt bad when I said yes t you because I felt too bad t reject you.. I felt scared & I want you t stay away from me whenever I'm w you... (sorry..) Yet.. I missed you & I want you by my side whenever I'm alone.. (Ironic!) I like how I used t ask you, "do you speak chinese?" & how you used t reply me, "Yes la! I'm a chinese!" But th moment I miss most.. Is when you brought me in a super duper cold room.. Where you took out a ring & it fitted me perfectly. Oh, max, is that really you back in th past? You were so sweet... ... 2-Yr-Old romance. Baby love. So innocent so imaginary. You know, I could sit here & think of you whole night. But it wouldn't be good.. will it? Let's move on, okay? I could never forget much memories. Th cold room. Th bed. Th plaza. Th canteen. But I think th most heartbreaking moment is... (I promised, no emo post this time), I saw how unwilling you were t let me go back home... & I had t pull my hand away from yours... & walk away from you... Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ |
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