Healing a broken heart ♥


Monday, November 2, 2009
at 3:28 PM

I prance fiddling around w facets of th gym,
halfway through th illustrious atrophy I caught a glance of him,
sparked out awkward moments of infatuation as it'd seemed,
shied away and returned back to this reality.

There it says.
I think that he's cute!
But not necessarily hot & handsome.
He'd make a good brother.
I'm confident that a future is possible,
but I will not go forth and seek.

Deep within each hearts, there lies an immaculately kept secret.
You'll find that your fate is your own creation (:
Don't change me if you're capable, love me for what I am.

Why give up a forest just because of a tree? (:
Someone asked me this.

I can't deny that it's hard for me t find another like you.
So perfect, so damn sexy. ♥
But I realised after all, this love has reduced t an admiration.

I can't deny that you're unique & there'll never be another M from Cambodia.
Who is a prefect in QSS, which makes you SO *flawfully perfect*.
Rare it is to find a cancerian w similar body builds, so perfect.

Some ppl say that it's hard for a Scorpio t forgive & forget.
They say things will never be th same again when trust is broken.

But now, for th first time in my life history,
there's something I want t let you know.
I've forgotten all th pains you've inflicted on me,
I've forgotten THAT otherwise sordid moment that happened btween me & you.
I'm beginning t move on.
& I've taken th first baby steps of independence.

Thank you, I see new hope & a new lease of love.
We'll make extremely good friends.
& I wish you love in your life.

I know some things are difficult t forget,
but this is th way life continues.
You'll never make it if you keep clinging on t th past.
M, find your true love somewhere in this universe.
Look forward, & go forth.

Our love is gone w that passing moment,
Goodbye & forget me.
Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥




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Baelia Alistair Pan.
Single/Attached
I'll NEVER be available!
My heart's preoccupied
I'm currently 15
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Don't step over my limit
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I like to play!
Divided in two
Blur as a sotong
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I'm just like a cat :D
I love attention <3
Dont judge me from the outside
Cause you dont understand ME .


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