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Healing a broken heart ♥ Sunday, December 13, 2009
at 9:05 PM8th day of my extreme sickness,
I feel better today! At least th headache & sore throat isn't as bad as th THIRD day... My inflammed throat seems t *fizzle* now. Isn't as pain as it'd been. Fever has subsided greatly, no more heat radiation & palpitations. I still cough ): but it's not as torturous as ystd. BUTBUTBUT! BLOCK NOSE & FLU T_T & I couldn't taste anything, my taste buds went haywire! why do things come after another -.- ... ? Tak boleh buey tahan. Hmms. I'm feeling much happier today, although I'm still forever lonely. You know what? Someone came in my dreams ystd. That was th most relaxing sleep I'd ever had since th fever outbreak. I'm glad you still visit me in my dreams even though you're gone. I do miss you, lots. But there's a gap between th living & th dead. I've promised myself, be it I'm alive or not, I'll still be yours. But since you're gone. I'm gonna let you go. We're together now. Things are gonna be fine. I see that you know I'm suffering from this sickness. But recovering doesn't just take a day or two. Th doctor says there's a psychological linkage t my sickness. Still. Alas, I feel much better now. I've cleared up my thoughts. I'll still love you, no doubt on that. But I won't sink further. I'll live happily. I finally knew, that only when my heart has learnt t free you, then I'll be recover from this phenomenal sickness. farewell. Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ |
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