Healing a broken heart ♥ Monday, December 7, 2009
at 7:14 AM: NAME DISSECTION :
*warning : buddhist/taoist superstitious beliefs ahead* Family visited a Chinese Temple at Kusu Islands today. [tortoise island] Located in Malaysia. Each of us had our names dissected. My name is Baelia Pan Li Jing. Baelia carries a hidden meaning of "motherly" *<--- not so true k.* Pan is th chinese surname of Pan Jin Lian, a flirtatious character in 水浒传. Li(狸) symbolises fox, a cunning creature. Jing(精)represents spirit. In all, I'm a yin(negative) devious fox vixen. - Future based on name. [bad omen] I'm never a wife, but always a mistress. I steal, snatch, guys' heart w no intention. Never attached, yet unavailable. A creature of thwarted logic & impossibilities. Life will be an irony. I'll die w a broken heart. - Yeah. I'm a vixen. Even I'm one t max. It should be time he return t hazel. Motherly. Yet a mistress. My life is really full of irony huh? I couldn't help but break down in tears during th outing. Vixen? Fox? Mistress? Is this what I'm predestined t be?? I don't want this! Return t hazel, don't ask her t get out of your life. No, it was all my fault, I was th one behind all of it. Please, I'm listening t my conscience. Go back t her. I broke your heart once. Although you broke mine more than once, I don't mind. But don't break hazel's. This is fate. You're fated w her, accept this fact, max. I've learnt t accept it. It's true that I love you. But I won't hold on t someone that doesn't want t be held on. Return t hazel. She's worthy of you. Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ |
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