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Healing a broken heart ♥ Wednesday, December 2, 2009
at 4:28 AMYes yes I know.
There had been a lot of controversy over my claims. "I'll never fall in love again" "I'll only love max" All these shits. But it's true. (Why?) All of you don't believe. Cos' in my facebook my relationship status writes. "In a relationship with ZhenHwee" - Okay. Things aren't ALWAYS what they seemed. I don't feel like telling th truth but I... Guess th truth is what that can vouch for my sincerity/genuineness *?. - It's an act. It's a long story, but ZhenHwee&I had been putting an act all along. I think all of you sort of understood it long ago, I'm a Singaporean, he's a Malaysian. We don't communicate much, we hadn't even seen each other. All these reasons. How COULD we be together? I mean really. I feel sheepish. *smiles* It's true. - I had only been in love w max all along. It's him & only him. Know why? (I said this million of times) He's different. (everyone is right?) He made me feel so so so VERY special. (every boyf does right?) He's th only one who can make my heart leap. (yeahyeah.. go on..) But too bad. You're gonna be reading a blog post w a dictionary worth of words if I'd t talk abt him. So.. I'll better make myself scarce. :E I love him. I'll NEVER NEVER NEVER accept others. How could I possibly give up on th only guy who slid his ring perfectly on my finger? You must be kidding me! You want me t forget th guy who gave me th world when I had nothing? You expect me t forget how he used t let me fall into his arms?! NO! I'll never forget IT! - I'm sorry if any guy (who possibly thinks hes got a crush on me still) reads this. I may break your heart w my utmost brutal honesty. But this will always be (: Sorry t dash your hopes. Even if I'm single for life, I don't need you t wallow myself in self PITY. Go look in th mirror! (nono, not criticising, just read on) You don't even look like max! How can you tell me "I'll be your *next* max"?! You certainly don't behave like him. Not at all. He's suave, cool, mesmerising... (not again baelia...) There's nobody like him. Anywhere at all. - But just. Give up. I mean it. I don't know, I've never felt SO strongly against other guys before. I am sure. Really. It's not just my words. I tried t forget him. (almost using 2 years?) I just kept failing! I wanna forget him too but I gave up! This is it. Believe it or not, your choice. I'll never go for you you you you you or YOU (imagine my post pointing finger at YOU) (sorry if you're a girl) Unless.. You're max. (; (now tell me, how many times does that ACTUALLY happens? :) NONE! Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ |
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