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at 4:04 PM

每天起床之后
我都会去自己比较喜欢的几个空间散下步.
在伤感的回忆里.
总能涌出那淡淡的忧伤.
淡淡的感动.淡淡的心动.
我喜欢这种被淡淡的忧伤包围的感觉
喜欢那文字里所流入出来的亦真亦假的情感
凄美的爱与痛 .

总能深深地久久地打动我那颗敏感的心,
喜欢那忧伤的回忆里所流淌出来的真情实感,
喜欢那回忆里所隐藏的无可奈何感,
喜欢那回忆里所传递出来的让人心痛的感觉.
真的很喜欢那种感觉,
真的很喜欢那苦恋里的伤感之感.
因为它可以快速的传染给我,
可以深深的把我打动,
使心里充满了感动和共鸣.
那伤感的爱也是我能为之陶醉的.
它的真实：总让人有隐隐的心痛,
总可以静静的打动我,
默默的在我心里蔓延.无限的扩张..

那一张张的伤感图片里,
充满了人最真实的情感.
那情感总是那么的强烈,
那么的凄凉，那么的忧伤..
那就是我的最爱了.忧伤的图片配上伤感血迹,
总能让我不可救药地喜欢上他,
图片的每一个细节.每一个笑容.
在我眼前跳跃时.我的心灵防线总是瞬间崩溃,
心里也随之伤感.随之感动.久久的感动.
我喜欢体会伤感的感觉,
会很痛很累.但也很美很美...

我的爱情颜色是抑郁的蓝色,
注定我的爱情是最孤独的.
也注定了我会爱上忧郁,恋上伤感.
我总在自己的世界里和自己不停的做着斗争,
不知是想挣脱现在身处的这个环境,
还是在和现在的自我做斗争,
喜欢被轻易感染的感觉..

不知不觉.一不小心就爱上了忧郁,
一个人,孤孤单单,忧忧郁郁,不爱也不行.
这些忧郁.这些伤感总能轻而易举的触动我最敏感的神经,
任其把我淹没，使我窒息..
在这铺天盖地的伤感中,我选择了沉沦,
任由自己坠入无底的深渊...



at 7:07 PM

50 Little Secrets.
Be honest no matter what, then tag at least fifteen friends.
Repost the title as, " 50 Little Secrets "

01. Who was your last text from?
- mingzhu.

02. Where was your default picture taken?
- pets' room.

03. Your relationship status?
- it's complicated.

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
- ya.

05. What's your current mood?
- okay!

06. How many sibling do you have?
- 1 sister 1 brother.

07. What's your brother(s) / sister(s) names?
-liping, guowei.

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
- rooftop terrace.

09. Have a crazy side?
- ya.

10. Ever had a near death experience?
- ya.

11. Something you do a lot?
- sing.

12. Angry at anyone?
- no.

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
- courage.

14. When was the last time you cried?
- long time ago.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
- not sure.

16. What do you think about when you're falling asleep?
- funny moments.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- mingzhu.

18. What is your favorite song?
- the time has come to say goodbye.

19. What you doing right now?
- watching tv.

20. Who do you trust right now?
- mz, yy, ws, zh.

21. Where did you get the shirt that you are wearing?
- mum bought it for me.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
- my stuffed toy?

23. Who is you friend that lives closest to you?
- mingzhu..

24. Describe your life in one word.
- inspirational.

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
- someone.

26. What should you be doing right now?
- studying...

27. What are you listening to?
- what dreams are made of. (hey now) - hilary duff.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
- i don't know.

29. Who was the person who last yelled at you?
- mingzhu.

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
- nope.

31. What is your natural hair color.
- dark brown.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
- mingzhu.

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
- no one!

34. What do you hear?
- the tv.

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
-curly on top, straight below.

36. Has anyone called you "scrumptious" before?
- no way.

37. Do you have a best friend?
- yup :D.

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
- no.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
- yup.

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
- ya i was really in a rush.

41. Are you happy with life right now?
- yup:D.

42. Are you currently jealous?
- no, why.

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
- none.

44. What were you doing on friday night?
- playing and shopping!

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- ya.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
- ya.

47. Is there anyone you're really disappointed in right now?
- not really o.o.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
- i never went to see a doctor since 4 years ago.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
- 1am, tv and computer.

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
- nope. about 11months.


at 6:55 PM

Once you are tagged.
Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff.

Starting time: 6.55pm p.m.
Name: Baelia Alistair Pan

Sisters: 1

Brothers: 1

Eye Color: Dark Brown

Shoe size: 8

Hair: Long & straight

Piercings: 2 earhole piercings.

Height: 155cm. Don't really give a dam :P.

What are you wearing right now?: Shirt & shorts

Where do you live?: Raffles Place, Singapore

Favorite number: 13 obviously.

Favorite drink: Plain water & tea.

Favorite month: December

Favorite breakfast: I don't have breakfasts.


***********Have You Ever***********

Broken a bone: Yes.

Been in a police car: Yes, just getting escorted to my premier.

Been on a plane: Yes, it's amazing.

Been in a hot tub: Yup, feels like heaven.

Swam in the ocean: Yeah, it's good.

Fallen asleep in school: Inevitably, yes.

Broken someone’s heart: Yes, uncountable times.

Cried when someone died?: No. I don't cry unless I'm really sad.

Fell off your chair: Yes, laughed till I rolled on floor :P.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Used to, but now it's silly to me.

Saved e-mails: No, never.

Been cheated on: No of course, I'm not that gullible.

***********What is************

Your room like?: Mirrors, mirrors everywhere!

What is right beside you?: My precious Spiky.

What is the last thing you ate?: Pineapple tarts.


———————-Ever Had- ————————-

Chicken pox: Never! :D

Sore throat: Yes, but only thrice.

Stitches: Nope :D!

Broken nose: Nope!

————————-Do You————————–

Believe in love at first sight?: Yes, it's awesome!

Like picnics: Not really.

————————–Who—————————

Did you last yell at?: MingZhu.

Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?: Neither.

———-Final Questions————-

What are you listening to right now?: Now you're gone forever.

What did you do today?: Relaxed.

Diamond or pearl?: Pearl.

Are you the oldest?: No.

Indoors or outdoors?: Depends.


——————Today did you———————-

1. Talk to someone you care for?: Yes.

2. Kiss anyone?: No.

3. Get sick?: No.

4. Sing?: Yes.

5. Talk to an ex?: No.

6. Miss someone: Ya.

7. Eat: Yes.


—————-Last person who——————

8. You talked to on the phone?: MingZhu.

9. Made you cry?: Q.
10. You went to the mall with?: MingZhu, obviously!


——————Have you——————-

19. Been to Mexico?: Yes, loved it.

20. Been to the US?: Yes & I want to go again :D.

——————-Random——————–

21. Have a crush on someone?: Ya.

22. What books are you reading right now?: Cry of the wolf.

24. Future kids names?: Don't think I'm gonna have kids but. Saffron[F] Victor[M].

25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Yup, it's been with me since young. Stuffed puppy.

26. What’s under your bed: Another bed full of pillows or vacant, I sleep on double bunks.

27. Favorite sport(s) to watch: Swimming & Badminton

28. Favorite place: East Coast Park, Sentosa (anything near the sea :D).

32. Who do you really hate?: No one.

33. Do you have a job?: Ya.

37. What time is it now?: 7.00pm

38. Done?: Really? :D Okay!

With however long it took you to complete this, post as
“my 5 minutes survey"


at 6:46 PM

Rules:
Once you've been tagged, Fill this out IN YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as, "My Autobiography" ...
And use your own answers, not anyone else's.Then tag 8 other people!

-----

1. Where did you take your profile pic?
pet room.

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
clothes.

3. What is your current problem?
claustrophobia.

4. What makes you happy most?
jokes.

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
touched by an angel - sezairi sezali.

6. Any celebrity you would marry?
gs.

7. Name someone/persons with the same birthday as you:
prince charles.

8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
ya.

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
yeah, horror film's.

10. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
ya!

11. Do you speak any other languages than English?
chinese, hokkien, malay, conversational japanese & dutch.

12. Has anyone you've been really close passed away?
my beloved terrapin... *R.I.P* 29.June.2005 ):

13. Do you ever watch MTV?
no.

14. What's something that really annoys you?
girls talking really loudly, ever wonder what's courtesy?

--------------------------

Chapter 1
1. Middle name: alistair
2. Nickname(s): bay & jingjing
3. Current location: bedroom
4. Eye color: dark brown
--------------------------


at 6:39 PM

Rule #1:
If you open this you take it.

Rule #2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.

Rule #3:
Tag as many random friends you want. Have fun!

Answer True or False

Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? True.
Q: Been arrested? False
Q: Do you like someone? True.
Q: Held a snake? True.
Q: Been suspended from school? False.
Q: Sang karaoke? True.
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? True.
Q: Laughed until you started crying? True.
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? True, yummy!
Q: Kissed in the rain? True.
Q: Sang in the shower? True!
Q: Sat on a roof top? True, back in my old house in England.
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True.
Q: Broken a bone? True.
Q: Shaved your head? False.
Q: Played a prank on someone? True! :D
Q: Shot a gun? False
Q: Donated Blood? True.

Just be 100% truthful.

LAST PERSON THAT.

1. You hung out with?
- mingzhu & priscilla

2. You texted?
- mingzhu!

3. You were in a car with?
- mingzhu & chuyao

4. Went to the movies with?
- mingzhu!

5. Person you went to shop with?
- mingzhu & priscilla!

6. You talked on the phone?
- mingzhu & priscilla!

7. Made you laugh?
- mingzhu & chuyao!

8. You hugged?
- i forgot!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon?
- moon.

2. Winter or Fall?
- winter

3. Left or Right?
- left

4. Sunny or rainy?
- rainy!

5. Where do you live?
- singapore, raffles place.

6. Club or pub?
- club!

7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on?
- sure do!

8. Do you want to get married?
- no.

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
- twirl, put on spoon, and eat.

10. What time is it?
- 6.42 pm.

11. Are you afraid of commitment?
- not commitment but intimacy.

12. What is your greatest hope/wish?
- to be able to love truthfully.

13. Do you cook?
- no.

14. Current mood?
- sentimental.

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone?
- no.

2. Sang?
- yes.

3. Listened to music?
- yes.

4. Danced?
- no.

5. Cried?
- no.

6. Liked someone you can't?
- yes.

22 FIRSTS

1.Who was your first prom date?
- m.

2. Who was your first roommate?
- gs.

3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time?
- i forgot. blue balls on the beach?

5. What was your first car?
- toy car LOL.

6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing?
- when i was 1 yr old.

8. Who was your first grade teacher?
- esmund chua.

9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
- airplane: amsterdam.

10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?
- mingzhu.

11. Who was your first Best Friend?
- hx.

12. Who is your best friend?
- mz.

14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?
- mz.

15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or groomsman?
- brother's.

16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning?
- off my handphone's alarm.

19. First tattoo or piercing?
- tattoo as an artificial birthmark. (removed)

20. First celebrity crush?
- gs.

22. First crush?
- kh.


at 6:37 PM

If you get more than 30, get some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of crap.
Tag 10 of your friends and find out whether or not they suffer paranoia.

IF I TAGGED YOU, YOU BETTER DO IT. :)
I fear ...
[ ] black people
[x] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[x] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces (when I know I cant get out easily)
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total so far: 4

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total so far: 4

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed/mugged
[ ] falling
[x] clowns
[x] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors
[ ] tornadoes
Total so far: 6

[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] scary movies
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up, old
Total so far: 6

[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood

Grand Total: 6

Now re-post with:
“I'm afraid of _6_ out of 62 common fears"

Now tag ten people and let them fill out the note,
see what they are scared of!


at 6:36 PM

A: Amira
1) Do you love this person? Ya, as a friend.
2) Is this person your enemy? Nope.
3) Is this person taller than you? Yes, a lot!

B: BaoYi
1) What do you really think of this person? Funny & friendly.
2) What’s her favourite color? Green I think.
3) Ever danced with her? Nope.

C: Crystal
1) Do you like this person? Ya, as a friend.
2) Where did you meet this person? School.
3) How old is she? 15.

D : Daniel
1) How long have you known her? Since primary6.
2) Biggest regret? Never.
3) Have you ever quarreled with this person? Never, he's nice!

E: Elisabeth
1) Have you met her parents? Nope.
2) Worst thing about this person? Being teased by me :D.
3) Best thing about this person? A good girlfriend *cough*!

F: Felicia
1) Have you ever dated this person? Yeah as a friend :D.
2) When is the next time you will see her? Probably never again.
3) Did you go to school with her? Once or twice.

G: Gerald
1) Is he a good listener? Guess so.
2) Have you ever lived with this person? Oh no no, cannot!
3) Is this person nice? Yeaps.

H: Haresh
1) What year is he in? Sec3.
2) Is he your best friend? One of my best male friends.
3) Ever done something illegal with that person? Nope, we're legal! :D

I: Ixia
1) What is this person’s favourite food? Pasta I think.
2) Where did you meet this person? Web.
3) Do you trust this person? Ya.

J: Jeanne
1) Does she have any siblings? Ya I guess so.
2) Do you know her favourite song? No but probably rock songs.
3) What would you do if she confessed she liked you? *Eye pop out* O.O!

K: KangHua
1) How old were you when you both first met? 10 (:
2) What's his favourite thing to do? Being himself.
3) Ever danced with this person? Yes I think cos he's my first love?

L: LiHui (cousin)
1) What would you do if you had never met this person? I'll lose another blood-related friend.
2) Do you like her? Yeah! As a friend and cousin.
3) Would you go to Disney World with this person? Sure do, would be lots of fun!

M: Max
1) Is this person older than you? Yes, by 1 year.
2) Is this person single? Ever since I left him.
3) How many times do you talk to her in a week? Not gonna talk to him again.

N: Nathan
1) Is this person your friend? Ya!
2) Have you seen this person cry? Naaw, he's joyful.
3) Have you ever wanted to punch him? Maybe a friendly punch, or else no :D.

O: Olivia
1) Are you two related? Friends.
2) Could you live with this person? Nope, interrupt her privacy.
3) Do you believe this person is gay? No. Never. Ever.

P: Pavithra
1) Have you ever been to the mall with this person? Does Seoul Garden counts?
2) How about a sleepover with her? Would be really fun!
3) Does this person have a job? Salesgirl :D!

Q: QuanKai
1) Does this person drink alcohol? No, but I don't think he minds anyway.
2) Have you seen this person dance? Ya, during Sec3 camp he danced w. Feodore.
3) Where does he work? Not sure, but he definitely has a job.

R: Rebecca
1) Have you heard this person sing? Yeah!
2) Have you ever gone anywhere with her? Yes when I was young.
3) Whats one thing you would change about this person? Whatever she wants to!

S: SamuelGoh
1) Is this person taller than you? Hell lots taller!
2) What do you think is her hobby? Hanging out, slacking, computerised gaming.
3) Does she live close to you? Ya.

T: TeckShuean
1) Would you do anything for her? Anything except absurd stuffs.
2) Have you been to her house? Yes, when I was his gf.
3) Is this person a narcissist? No, never.

U: Uzumaki
1) Is this person in a relationship? Yes, he's so popular with the girls.
2) Do you know where he lives? Japan, Tokyo.
3) What language does this person speak? Japanese & English.

V: Victor
1) Do you see this person alot? Used to.
2) When did you meet her? One year ago.
3) Is this person your friend? Ex boyfriend.

W: WeiSian
1) Have you ever gone shopping with this person? Yes :D!
2) Name the friends that both of you have? Max, Liana.
3) What color eyes does this person have? Black.

X: XinYu
1) Why are you friends with her? Cos we're here to love as friends :P.
2) Do you think this person will repost this? Don't expect her to, but anything.
3) Does this person play any instruments? Piano & violin I think?

Y: YiTing (Jolene)
1) Does this person wear make-up? Naaw, we're authentic & lazy :D.
2) Does this person play the piano? Guess not.
3) What is one thing that reminds you of this person? Maplestory XD!

Z: ZaraLarsson
1) Does this person have Msn? No, she's too busy.
2) Is this person quiet or loud? Amazingly loud & quiet!
3) Does this person have any special skills? Oh yes obviously, she won Europe'sGotTalent 2008!


at 6:15 PM

Can you name 30 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 30 people. No cheating!

1. mingzhu
2. priscilla
3. ziling
4. minghui
5. weiliang
6. firdaus
7. samuel g
8. haresh
9. zhenhwee
10. malathi
11. menatchi
12. vivekha
13. nazeera
14. nicholas
15. junkiet
16. laikuan
17. yaozhi
18. chuyao
19. liping
20. vera
21. dowon
22. gerald
23. weisian
24. lianaong
23. bunheng
24. linwei
25. pavithra
26. chiwen
27. alethea
28. shanice
29. melissa
30. shirleyphan

THE QUESTIONS:
• How did you meet 10? (malathi)
301 classmate.

• What would you do if you had never met 6? (firdaus)
LOL. not fun already!

• What would you do if 20 and 15 dated? (vera & junkiet)
LOL! wish them happily ever after..?

• If you could marry between 6 and 14 who will it be? (firdaus & nicholas)
what! nicholas 2nd time already! but this time is nicholas.

• Did you ever like 9? (zhenhwee)
ya as a babi.

• Have you ever seen 4 cry? (minghui)
ya i think so.

• Would 4 and 12 make a good couple? (minghui & vivekha)
no.. that would be terrible.

• Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple? (mingzhu & priscilla)
OH YES!

• Describe 8 (haresh)
hairy naughty chatty fun

• Do you like 18? (chuyao)
LOL. ya!

• Tell me something about 17 (yaozhi)
he's my mum!

• What's 7's favourite colour? (samuelg)
black cos he's emo?

• What would you do if 1 just confessed they liked you? (mingzhu)
WTF LOL. she belongs to esther.

• When was the last time you talked to number 15? (junkiet)
just did on msn.

• How do you think 19 feels about you? (liping)
she hates me cos i keep tickling her!

• What languages does 13 speak? (nazeera)
tamil & english.

• Who is 2 going out with? (priscilla)
M*** :D.

• What grade is 16 in? (laikuan)
sec3.

• What is 5's favorite music? (weiliang)
piano pieces, kiss the rain?

• Would you ever date 3? (ziling)
cannot la...

• Is 11 single? (menatchi)
ya but not for long!

• What is 22's last name? (gerald)
seah!

• Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 7? (samuelg)
NONONO cannot!

• Where does 24 live? (linwei)
LOL, haystack?

• What do you think about 20? (vera)
she looks like mingzhu!

• What is the best thing about 4? (minghui)
she's a sergeant.

• Is 21 hard-working? (dowon)
no! slacker!

• What would you like to tell 13 right now? (nazeera)
i know you like faris... LOL

• How did you meet 23? (weisian)
maplestory!

• What is the best and worst thing about 5? (weiliang)
he can cook! and he's smitten!

Are you going to know 12 forever? (vivekha)
i think so!

• How long have you known 26? (chiwen)
since sec2.

• Who is 24? (linwei)
he's da bomb, linwei the viagra!

• Are you or did you ever date 28? (shanice)
OH NO NO NO i'll be hospitalised immediately.

• Do you have a crush on 27? (alethea)
cannot la!

• Would you kiss 25? (pavithra)
LOL ya.

• Have you hugged/kissed 22? (gerald)
hmm. nope! :D

• Is 29 your BFF? (melissa)
nope!

• What do you hate about 23? (bunheng)
nothing!

• What's your relationship with 30? (shirleyphan)
friends!


at 6:09 PM

A-re you single?:
ya.

B-uy your own clothes?:
nope.

C-an you lick your elbow?:
can't do it.

D-escribe the perfect guy/girl:
understanding and "chemistrilious".

E-ver puked after a roller coaster?:
no.

F-riends with benefits are OK, right?:
errr. no.

G-ood looks are the most important thing?:
nope.

H-ave you said “I love you” and meant it?:
ya.

I-s Facebook your lifeline?:
nope.

J-ealousy can be described as:
kills the cat.

K-iss and tell?:
no..

L-ife isn’t worth living if:
there's no love.

M-oments you share with whom are unforgettable?:
ya, but now i've got over them.

N-ever:
never give chances when there's no love.

O-ver your latest ex?:
i'm so over him.

P-erson who makes you laugh the hardest:
mingzhu obviously.

Q-ueen Bee in the 3rd grade was:
honey! hehe.

R-andom quote you love:
"you and i can only be strangers, and that's where the line ends at"

S-een any good movies lately?:
yeaps. awesome horror movies :D!

T-he first friend you ever had was:
my English teacher back in england.

U-nder what circumstances would you cheat on your partner?:
if i don't feel that it's not the time to admit yet.

V-ery awkard situations make you:
uncomfortable but i'll go through it thick-skinned.

W-hat does your ideal dinner consist of?:
moon. river. wind. love.

X-boy/girlfriends are good for:
using them to tease your current partner.

Y-our best advice on life is:
people changes, things go wrong; but always remember, life goes on.

Z-ebra print?:
paw print :D!


at 5:57 PM

Have you kissed someone in 2009 that means a lot to you?
yeah. he once meant the world to me.

What song are you listening to and what does it remind you of?
the time has come to say goodbye; reminds me of my previous self.

Is there someone who you instantly smile when you receive a message from?
yes.

How many tattoos do you want to get?
0. i don't appreciate myself tormenting my body.

What is the latest you've stayed up in the past week?
8am (3 days gone w.out sleep)

Where’s your phone right now?
beside me.

Have you ever fallen asleep while texting someone?
yes, a lot of times!

Who was your last missed call from?
rarely gets calls because i've restricted incoming calls.
probably mingzhu, anyway.

What woke you up this morning?
intuition, 5seconds before my alarm rang.

Where was your default picture taken?
pets' room.

Name something you dislike about the day you're having:
boredom.

Are you disappointed in anyone?
maybe?

If you are being extremely quiet, what does that mean?
still water runs deep, it means i'm thinking deep.

Have you made a mistake this past week?
ya. but it's okay.

Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
hmm. camps? :D

Do you think your life story would make a great movie?
ya!

Is there a night you would like to put on repeat and live forever?
Yups, every camp i've been through.

Have you ever been cheated on?
nope.

Who is your last text from?
mingzhu.

What are you sick of?
gangster guys.

Are you missing anyone/something?
i'm quite missing somebody.

Next time you will kiss someone?
i don't think i want to.

Are you mad at anyone?
nope!

Are you imagining anyone naked right now?
LOL... no.

Ever had a near death experience?
ya.

Something you do a lot?
cry and complain. laugh and play!

Do you want to see somebody right now?
quite.

When was the last time you cried?
ermm. long time ago.

Who would you do anything for?
anyone if necessary.

Do you love anyone?
yup.

What should you be doing right now?
... don't know.

Do you still talk to your ex?
nope.

Who was the last person you yelled at?
mingzhu. LOL. yelled for fun.

What is something you really need right now?
someone to kill my loneliness.

Do you have a dirty mind?
no.

Did you give anyone his/her first kiss?
er. i think i gave 2 guys theirs.

When was the last time you saw your biological father?
5 hours ago.

Do you treat yourself well?
ya!

Do you have friends living in other countries?
who doesn't?

Would you rather live by yourself or with a randomly chosen roommate?
alone. all those privacy!

Last time someone asked you to be their girlfriend/boyfriend?
2weeks ago or around there.

What does your fifth text say?
"ok don't be angry"

First S in your contacts?
samuel(g)

Has a girl sat on your bed before?
no way! ny bed is MINE!

Ever kissed anyone eighteen or older?
no.

When is the last time you talked to your ex?
months ago.

Do you think someone is thinking about you?
no & i don't want anyone to think about me.

Have you ever seen your best friend cry?
mingzhu? rarely but yes.

How many texts are in your inbox?
Forever emptied incase someone peeps. [privacy!]

Do you believe that cheating is okay?
no.

Do certain songs remind you of certain people?
yeah of course. memories of them.

Last person you hugged?
erm. my toy dog.

Is the last person you texted male or female?
female.

Do you ever wonder what your ex is up to?
don't bother to think about them now.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
i'll never kiss again!

Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
ya.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
of course, i'm a major facade myself.

Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone a lot?
yeah =l.

How can people tell if you're in a bad mood
when my face has a frown or when i'm quiet.

Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone?
ya.

Do you miss your past?
ya.

Is there something you want to say to someone but can't/won't?
"don't think too much, it's not what you think" -

-FINALLY COMPLETED!-


at 5:53 PM

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1) my real name is Baelia Alistair Pan Li Jing.

2) i have a weird vibe w. dogs, they won't ever dare to bite me :D.

3) i like movies & pasta, you know what that means (:

4) i'm everything you can describe as, just depend on my mood!

5) i started singing since I was about 1 yr-old, & that's th rest of th history.

6) i like th colors : black, grey & white.

7) i like plain water, green tea & earl grey, totally nothing else!

8) i'm half malay, half chinese, half english.

9) i believe in fate, and superstitious things (:

10) is short, but is contented so long as i'm not a bamboo stick!

11) i'm horribly afraid of creepy crawlies & babies.

12) is afraid of human-shaped wax figurines.

13) i have a deep understanding of psychology.

14) i have an eccentric friend who is an ardent teaser.

15) is usually indolent & lax.

16) i love to cry, yet i love to laugh!

17) likes th sound & view of water. is terribly afraid of fires but likes to play with it.

18) likes electrostatic & isn't afraid of getting shocked except high voltage -.- <-- dead!

19) i love winter & autumn seasons (:!

20) i'm extremely proud of my 6 dogs : Spiky, Cookie, Candy, Tiny, Lint, Ruby.

21) i own 7 cats. sadly 3 of them are w. my brother now.

22) i once saw my grandmother's death photo smiling at me.

23) loves to daydream when she's bored.

24) is a bad-good girl (:

25) committed uncountable sins.

Phew. Finally. Sorry lazy to tag anyone.


at 5:51 PM

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 15 people you like and include me. You can't use the artist I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "my life according to (band name)"

Pick Your Artist: Whitney Houston


Are you a boy or a girl?: Queen of the night.

Describe yourself: I'm every woman's million dollar bill.

How do you feel?: So emotional.

Describe where you currently live: Heartbreak hotel.

If you could go anywhere, where would you go? : Where do broken hearts go?

Your best friend is: The bodyguard.

What's the weather like?: It's not right but it's okay.

If your life was a TV show, what would it be called?: I will always love you.

What is life to you?: Greatest love of all!

Your current relationship: I have nothing.

Your fear: All the man that I need.

What is the best advice you have to give? : I believe in you and me.

How I would like to die: How will I know.

My soul's present condition: Didn't we almost have it all.

My motto: Could I have this kiss forever.


at 5:36 PM

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: green tea.
2. Last phone call: mingzhu.
3. Last text message: mingzhu.
4. Last song you listened to: touched by an angel - sezairi sezali.
5. Last time you cried: long time ago.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yes.
7. Been cheated on: no way.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: yes.
9. Lost someone special: yes.
10. Been depressed: yes.
11. Been drunk and threw up: no.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. black
13. grey
14. white

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU? (2010)
15. Made a new friend: yes.
16. Fallen out of love: yes.
17. Laughed until you cried: yeah!
18. Met someone who changed you: yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: yes!
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes! @#(&$@#(
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yes.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: a lot.
23. How many kids do you want to have: 0. hate babies.
24. Do you have any pets: dogs, cats, hamsters, rabbit, terrapin.
25. Do you want to change your name: no.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: celebrate alone): .
27. What time did you wake up today: 5.30am.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: surfing the net.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: talking to him!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 5 seconds ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i want to go back to 201.
32. What are you listening to right now: crazy for you - madonna
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing.
35. Most visited webpage: www.blogger.com
36. Whats your real name: lijing!
37. Nicknames: bay, jingjing, vixen, hu li jing(-.-_)
38. Relationship Status: single
39. Zodiac sign: scorpio
40. Male or female?: female.
41. Elementary?: sec4.
42. Middle School?: queensway
43. High school/college?: -
44. Hair colour: dark brown.
45. Long or short: long.
46. Height: 155cm.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yes, not going to say :D.
48: What do you like about yourself?: i'm low profiled.
49. Piercings: yes.
50. Tattoos: somewhere out there...
51. Righty or lefty: left.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: on my spine.
53. First piercing: collar bone.
54. First best friend: huixian.
55. First sport you joined: swimming/badminton.
56. First vacation: kuantan.
58. First pair of trainers: nike.

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: waffle!
60. Drinking: plain water.

61. I'm about to: watch tv.
62. Listening to: big girls don't cry - fergie.
63. Waiting for: a day to pass.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: never, hate/phobic of babies.
65. Get Married?: no, don't wanna be tied down.
66. Career?: freeloader. uh, pet trainer (:

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: neither. erm, maybe hugs.
69. Taller or shorter: taller.
70. Older or Younger: older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach =x.
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationships.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker!

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: yes.
77. Drank hard liquor: yes.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no.
79. Sex on first date: wth no.
80. Broken someone's heart: yes thankfully.
82. Been arrested: no.
83. Turned someone down: yes.
84. Cried when someone died: no, i rarely cry for others.
85. Fallen for a friend: yes, in fact, now!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: you can when you believe!
87. Miracles: yes:D
88. Love at first sight: rare but yes.
89. Heaven: yup!
90. Santa Claus: PRESENTS!! *ransack his bag*:D
91. Kiss on the first date?: maybe.
92. Angels: cupid angels! LOVE is in the air!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: yes.
95. Did you sing today?: yes.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yes considering a white lie.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: start of 201!
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: er. 201 class camp?
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: ya?
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yup!

xoxo,
you know you love me

at 5:20 PM

1. What is your nickname?:
bay.

2. Do you enjoy drama?:
yeah, especially romance filled ones.

3. Are you a girly girl?:
just a normal girl.

4. Who was the last person you hugged?:
my toy dog.

5. Small or large purses?:
small.

6. Are you short?:
i would pride myself below average instead.

7. Do you like somebody:
yeah but i'm not telling YOU!

8. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?:
if that someone is my crazy friends, i'll probably smack back.
if it's a stranger, i'll just ignore him or he'll probably suffer...

9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?:
yes.

10. Do you dress up on Halloween?:
baby vampire!

11. Are you double jointed?:
ya.

12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?:
erm.. rooftop terrace... [was just trying to see stars]

14. Do you call anybody by their last name?:
ya LOL.

15. How many guys/girls will read this just because it says “Guy/Girl Confessions”?:
0. despos.

“X” Marks the Spot:
[ ] I do wear make up
[x] I have cried at a movie theater.
[ ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[ ] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[ ] I like rap.
[ ] I like country
[ ] I carry a purse.
[x] I’d be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[x] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing. (at times)
[x] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[x] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.

17. What color is your underwear that your wearing?:
=.=" black?

18. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys/girls?:
i like it blonde.

19. Are you currently frustrated with a boy/girl?:
nope!

20. Do you have a best friend(s)?:
sure do.

21. Have you ever had your heart broken?:
ya. but it's okay (:

22. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?:
why should i! i rather die than getting cut by a knife!

23. Do you like your life?:
it's pretty inspirational & melancholic like titanic. but yes anyway.

24. has one of your friends ever stolen a boy/girlfriend from you?:
nope

25. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?:
yeah.

26. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?:
boys. can't get along w girls. 1 mingzhu is enough, LOL.

27. How long have you had Facebook?:
since 2009/6

28. Have you ever slapped a boy/girl in the face? :
ya. he deserved it.

29. What are your biggest fears?:
wax figurines shaped like a human.

30. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?:
ya.

31. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?:
yup i once did.

32. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?:
yes?

33. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?:
yupyupyup!

34. Do you ever wish you were famous?:
no. i live humbly & solitary.

35. Are you currently missing someone?
quite!

--------------------------

This guy or that girl?
this guy!

Punk/Goth or Gangster?:
goth. i rather go with goth than choosing fake guys.

Preppy or Cowboy/girl?:
cowboy!

Face or Body?:
face.

Sweet or Sexy?:
sweet.

Well-educated or Dropout?:
well-educated.

Armani or Abercrombie?:
armani.

City-slicker or Rural Guy?:
rural.

Blue, Green, Grey, or Brown eyes?:
blue or grey.

Contacts or Glasses?:
glasses.

More Questions.
36. Eyeliner or Mascara?:
neither.

37. Louis Vuitton or Dooney & Bourke?:
neither.

38. Pumps or flats?:
flats.

39. Skirts or pants?:
pants.

40. Socks or leggings?:
socks.

41. Hoodies or jackets?:
jackets.

42. Heels or sneakers?:
sneakers.

43. Straight or curly hair?:
straight.

44. Hoop or dangling earrings?:
neither.

45. White or black?:
black.

46. Victoria’s Secret or Bath and Body Works?:
none!

47. Smoothies or lattes?:
smoothies.

48. Diet or regular sodas?:
diet.

49. Water or daiquiris?:
water.

50. Pearls or diamonds?:
pearls.

51. Vintage or boho?:
vintage.

52. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?:
ashley.

53. Lindsay or Hilary?:
hilary.

54. Ipod or cell phone?:
cellphone.

55. Friends or family?:
neither.

56. Lip gloss or lip stick?:
neither.

57. Manicure or pedicure?:
neither.

58. Tiffany’s or Chanel?:
neither.

59. Love or peace?:
love.

60. Sunglasses or purses?:
sunglasses.

---------------------------------

In a girl or guy…

Funny or Serious?:
serious.

Romantic or Daredevil?:
romantic.

Cute or Hot?:
cute.

Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?:
dark.

Long Hair or Short Hair?:
not too long and not too short.

Curly Hair or Straight Hair?:
straight.

Clean-cut or Rough?:
clean-cut?

Good Dancer or Good Singer?:
good dancer.

Basketball Player or Football Player?:
football.

Jock or Rebel?:
neither.

Smoker or Non-smoker?:
non-smoker.

Druggie or Clean?:
clean.

Has a Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car?:
sports car.

Beard/Mustache or Clean-shaven?:
clean shave. beard makes him look ancient.

Younger or Older?:
older.

Player or Loyal?:
loyal. who wants to be played?

xoxo,
you know you love me

at 5:14 PM

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Hold me for a while - Rednex
: LOL.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Disturbia - Rihanna
: hahaha!

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Get up on the dance floor - George Sampson
: groovy!

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Kiss the rain - Yiruma
: erm... that's abit plain huh?

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Dangerous - Akon
: whao!

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Better in time - Leona Lewis
: indeed!


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
One in a million - Hannah Montana
: waa. true enough (:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Everybody dance now - Bob Sin Clar
: LOL.

WHAT IS 2+2?
7 things - Miley Cyrus
: oooo..kay..


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Bypass/擦肩而过 - Sam Li Sheng Jie
: so bad!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Who's loving you? - Michael Jackson
: HAHA :D yup!



WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Sometimes when it rain - Secret Garden
: yup!

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Dancing out rainbows/舞出彩虹 - Shi Xin Hui
: maybe :D!


WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I'll be there - Michael Jackson
: erm.. yup, i'll always be thr for him :D.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
because of you - Kelly Clarkson
: WHY! ):

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Holding your hands/握你的手 - Guang Liang
: oooh! romantic.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Fairytale/童话 - Guang Liang
: so touching!

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
River flows in you - Yiruma
: ??

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Yesterday - Leona Lewis
: O.O everyday!!

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Written in the stars - Westlife
: so true!

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Singing in the rain - Mint Royale
: LOL...

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Bleeding love - Leona Lewis
: true!

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Toxic - Britney Spears
: maybe. go high!

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
A little too not over you - David Archuleta
: very true :D!

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
idreamed a dream - Les Miserables
: does this means that i'll never get married? yay GREAT!

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Where do broken hearts go - Whitney Houston
: yeah, having no way to go.

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
you make me feel brand new - Redwan Ali
: erm.. myself?

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
puzzle of my heart - Westlife
: love it :D

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
i will always love you.
: i'm lonely! ):

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Unfaithful - Rihanna.
: HUH?!

xoxo,
you know you love me

at 5:03 PM

If you're a guy - post this as my kind of girl.
if you're a girl - post it as my kind of boy.

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
- average will do.

2. Smart?
- ya! but not like a nerd.

3. Preferred age?
- older?

4. Preferred height?
- 1 head taller than me.

5. How about sense of humor?
- teasing?

6. How about piercings?
- don't really like it, but anything (:

7. Accepts you for who you are?
- ya!

8. Pink hair?
- uh, no.

9. Mushy or no?
- just be true with your words.

10. Thin or fat?
- normal build will really do, i don't really like balloon or bamboo guys...

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
- any color will be fine really o.o...

12. Long hair or short hair?
- not too short, not too long, just touching collar?

13. Plastic or metal?
- human. i don't want plastic/metal robots o.o!

14. Smells good?
- erm.. it's okay. just don't stink (LOL).

15. Smoker?
- never.

16. Drinker?
- don't like.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
- can do.

18. Muscular?
- no, lean will do, i don't want balloon guys.

19. Plays piano?
- great!

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
- no, don't like guitars.

21. Plays violin?
- ya!

22. Sings very good?
- yup!

23. Vain?
- ew, vain guys are gays.

24. With glasses?
- anything:D

25. With braces?
- that's fine... i guess?

26. Shy type?
- not really.. but not too daring also.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
- good rebellious guy?

28. Active or passive?
- active.

29. Tight or bomb?
- uhh.. bomb?

30. Singer or dancer?
- dancer.

31. Stunner?
- nonono i don't want a blinkblink type of guy!

32. Hiphop?
- hmm nope, too fake for me.

33. Earrings?
- nope. don't like.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-until-you-drop

?
- no thanks.

35. Dimples?
- looks cute. haha.

36. Bookworm?
- er.. as long as i like him.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
- ya!

38. Playful?
- yup!

39. Flirt?
- i'll never fall for flirts, really.

40. Poem writer?
- actually it's fine with me.

41. Serious?
- at the right time. guys are cute when they're serious.

42. Campus crush?
- nope.

43. Painter?
- no please, lol.

44. Religious?
- anything.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
- sure do, but know where's the limit.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
- ew no!

47. Speaks 20 languages?
- no. too impressive, no.

48. Loyal or faithful?
- faithful. loyal is for pets, for goodness sake?

49. Good kisser?
- uhmm.. let's not get carried away shall we? anything really.

50. Loves children?
- anything.

xoxo,
you know you love me

at 4:59 PM

Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with the 3's of YOU. At the end, choose 26 people to be tagged. You have to tag me so really you just need 25 more people. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you - but not in a creepy stalker kind of way. It's a good way to learn more about your friends without INTRUDING!!

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 3's of Me, tag 26 people - in the right hand corner of the app - then click publish.)

Three names I go by:
i. bay
ii. lijing
iii. siaoeh <-- LOL

Three Jobs I have had in my life:
i. cash register
ii. babysitter
iii. delivery girl

Three Places I have lived:
i. cheshire, warrington
ii. singapore
iii. kuantan, malaysia

Three Favorite drinks:
i. plain water
ii. green tea
iii. earl grey

Three TV Shows that I watch:
i. just for laugh gags :D
ii. america's got talent
iii. britain's got talent

Three Countries I have been:
i. england!
ii. korea!
iii. america!

People that call me regularly:
i. mingzhu (<-- always first position)
ii. priscilla
iii. get lots of anonymous calls.

Three of my favorite foods:
i. subway! (eat fresh XD)!
ii. snow roll (ice)
iii. waffles!

Three friends I think will respond:
i. mingzhu (<-- yet again)
ii. priscilla
iii. yanyan

Three Things I am looking forward to:
i. winter season! christmas!
ii. halloween! trick or treating!
iii. valentine's day! love is in the air!

Three Things that are always by your side:
i. cellphone
ii. earpiece
iii. keys

xoxo,
you know you love me

at 4:56 PM

Go to: http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi
Put your name in, and generate slogan after each question.
Tag 20 people including me.

1. What do you say to yourself every morning?
You've come to, Baelia.
: erm.. yeah.

2. What do you want other people to say about you?
New thinking, new Baelia.
: true!

3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...
Which twins has the Baelia?
: lol..!

4. How would you answer a booty call?
You can really taste the Baelia!
: what!

5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?
My Baelia to yours!
: LOL i'm laughing like mad!

6. To someone you dislike?
That'll be the Baelia.
: you've got it, punk.

7. You're in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would you excuse yourself?
leave the Baelia to us.
: O.O?

8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say...
Does the hard Baelia, so you don't have to.
: ??? question mark?

9. You're failing a subject, you say...
Have you forgotten how Baelia tasted?
: sounds cool.

10. The love of your life asks you to marry him/her, what do you say?
What can Baelia do for you?
: HAHA! so very true!

11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her...
The incredible, edible Baelia.
: LOL..

12. Someone told you you're an asshole, you tell them...
What's in your Baelia?
: Haha :D!

13. What are the best words to describe you?
Think once, think twice, think Baelia.
: wow niceeee.

14. If you're going to have a movie about your life, the title is...
The Baelia of all ages.
: sounds cool.

15. Your last words before you die...
Take two bottles into the Baelia?
: O.O?

16. Your message to a special someone..
There's first love & there's Baelia's love.
: i love this :D!

17. Title of this post will be...
You're in good hands with Baelia.
: LOL..

xoxo,
you know you love me

at 4:52 PM

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[ ] You own a credit card
[x] You know how to change the oil in a car
[x] You've done your own laundry
[ ] You can vote in an election
[x] You can cook for yourself
[ ] You think politics are interesting

TOTAL SO FAR: 4

[ ] You show up for school late a lot
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket
[x] You've never gotten a detention
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday
[x] You like to take walks by yourself
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week

TOTAL SO FAR: 10


[x] You know how to do the dishes
[x] You can count to 10 in another language
[x] When you say you're going to do something you do it
[x] You can mow the lawn
[x] You study even when you dont have to
[x] You have hand washed a car before

TOTAL SO FAR: 16


[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[x] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[x] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR: 21


[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[x] You have more bills than you can pay
[x] You have been to the beach
[x] You use the internet every day
[x] You have been outside of the united states 3 or more times
[x] You make your bed in the morning

TOTAL: 27

xoxo,
you know you love me

at 4:39 PM

Answer all of these questions truthfully!!!! Or you can lie if you want, but it won’t be as fun.
Copy and paste and tag people including me!


1. We’ll start off easy. What is your name?
baelia at your service.

2. If you like your name say ‘Yay!’
yay!

3. Good job. Okay, so did you notice that number 2 was not a question?
yeah it didn't end with a "?" :D

4. If you could get a website, what would it be called?
www.stairways-to-heaven.com

5. What was the last song you illegally downloaded?
my songs are 100% legit.

6. Do you wish you had a webshow like iCarly?
no way.

7. Scary movies?
sure if there's someone watching with me.

8. What is your favorite genre of music? And be specific.
instrumental.

10. Laughter: The Best Medicine, or would you rather take an aspirin?
HAHAHA :D laughter of course, i'm 100% real!

11. When you go to sleep at night, do you leave your door open or closed?
open...

12. You like mangoes.
naaw, too tangy.

14. Is grey hair sexy on old people?
i prefer white. but yes, aging sexily.

15. I bet you were so busy thinking about mangoes, you didn’t notice that there was no question 13.
no. i did notice, & i'm never busy about mangoes for crying out loud.

16. You just won the world supply of every color sharpie KNOWN TO MAN!!! What do you draw?
draw rainbows till the colors run out.

17. Do you have your closest friends phone number memorized?
of course!

16. Do you like adding double letters to words? Ex: Text me or Texxt mee.
no, that's so fake.

17. Is it possible for blondes to be prettier, just from hair color?
i could dye red, white, blonde, and still be myself. get it?

18. Itunes, Limewire, Winamp, or what?
limewire!

19. How many songs do you have in your music library?
around 1000++

20. Keep it up, this note gets better and better!
and i'll get worser & worser.

21. Why did you decide to complete your FIRST note survey thing?
cos i was bored.

22. Do you remember being born?
being claustrophobic in a tight place?

23. Glasses: smexy or not?
nerdy.

24. Do you like to leave your window shades up when you sleep, to see the sky?
ya. love it.

25. Twenty-five; you get a QUARTER!!!!
sigh.

26. Did that last questions make sense?
that's not even a question please.

27. If you were on a deserted island, what one American Idol personality would you take? (Judges, hosts, or contestants.)
i rather do the microphone job.

28. What time was it two hours and forty-three minutes ago?
i don't answer lame questions.

29. Did you answer number 28 in your head, or use a calculator? Or just not bother doing it?
latter.

30. Are you or were you more happy to turn 16, 18, or 21?
21. freedom!

31. Love conquers everything?
ya!

32. Watch the food network?
nope!

33. If you could accomplish any task right now that needed to be done, what would it be?
complete my life journey.

34. Do you love playing music loud when no one is home?
yup. but depends on the song.

35. Your favorite website besides facebook?
youtube.

36. Your cell phone is your best friend: T or F?
false!

37. You are a battery, AA or AAA?
AA!

38. LOL! Are you really gonna laugh out loud?
dying of boredom.

39. If you could sing really well, would you show the world this talent?
no. i'm not something to be showed about.

40. !@#$%^&*(): Awesome, isn’t it?
go hell.

41. I would eat a hippo for a billion dollars. T or F?
false, vegetarian; life sentence, no parole!

42. Kleenex or rip-off brand?
kleenex XD

43. You can only shop at ONE store forever (But your body doesn’t need food or toiletries and stuff), what is the store?
a toy store.

44. You’re listening to music as you’re doing this, aren’t you?
shut up.

45. Do you like black people?
fuck you, yes.

46. Do you enjoy asians?
you mother fucker, yes.

47. Wow! This notes almost nearly sorta kinda over (not really), did you have fun with it?
you father fucker!

48. Chat speak; spawn of satan or, ttly convenient way 2 say things fast!
cat sneak, prawns of satay? :D

49. Gay marriage?
accepts ppl for who they are.

50. Abortion?
maybe.

51. They WERE questions, I promise!
shut up & get on with it.

53. >.< ..try and make that face in real life.
i'll do that whenever i see him without fail.

54. Did you do it? Did it look oh so funny!?
no. you're dumb.

55. Have you noticed this survey is getting lazy and half of these are not even questions?
SHUT THE F--- UP.

56. Wow. You’re smart.
i'll take it as a compliment, sir/madam.

57. What grade would you relive in school if you had the chance?
sec2.

58. 11:11… Make a wish?
i want whatever that i desire.

59. When you listen to music, do you feel self-conscious about your taste?
yup.

60. What is the most meaningful, moving song that you have ever heard?
the time has come to say goodbye.

61. Are you proud of how amazingly long I have kept this note going!?
you should probably die.

62. Do you think disney shows are cheesy or just funny?
disney shows are nice! There's always a kid inside all of us.

63. If you grow up and have exactly as many kids as you wanted, all the gender you really did not want, do you try for more?
firstly. i hate babies. secondly. i hate marriages. thirdly. i'm not a baby machine!

64. Slow songs or fast songs?
slow when i'm relaxing(:, fast when i'm hyperaggressive(:

65. Ninjas: hot or not?
so act-y.

66. Least favorite tv show ever?
korean dramas, so cheesy eww.

67. You are the only person in the world, and can bring back three people. Who would you bring, and what would you do?
guy1, guy2 & jesus. i'll make guy1 see the girl he loves marry guy2 in witness of jesus. (:

68. If you invented a new color, what would you name it?
vyrane.

69. Are you giggling to yourself because this is number 69?
don't be sick please.

70. Pervert!!!
you're talking about? yourself?

71. Do you like what you do?
don't know.

72. This survey is over. Are you simply on your knees bawling it out?
this is such a waste of my life. urghs.

xoxo,
you know you love me

at 3:44 PM

Ever given your all to someone who walked away?
yes. walked away & walked back. & now i'm th one walking away.

Is there someone you should hate but you cant?
nope.

Do you like someone as more than a friend right now?
ya. but he doesn't know it.

Have you ever lost anyone close to you?
lost someone very special to me.

Was your last relationship a good one?
while it was still here, it was.

How's your heart lately?
physically - quite good except for the large chunks of food i ingested.
emotionally - a little lonely but it's great as compared to the past.

The last song you listened to?
crazy for you - madonna

What do you hate about your school?
the competition & exams.

Are you afraid of falling in love?
yup ):

What are you wearing right now?
clothes?

What did you do today?
went for flag day, slacked in luxury while others went around asking for donations.

Are you talking to someone while doing this?
ya. yanyan.

What are you going to do with your life?
live and love. regret, reflect and reconcile.

If a bear attacked you would you know how to defend yourself?
yup.

Are you younger than 21?
ya.

Do you like winter?
love it absolutely.

Are you in a relationship?
no.

How clean is your room?
like peas in a pod!

Do you fall for guys/girls easily?
nope. not at all. i'll only fall for those whom i think is special?

Do you know someone named Dan?
ya.

Do you currently want to scream at the top of your lungs?
nope but i can! :D

What do you want right now?
sing!

Last thing you drank?
plain ice water.

Do you like heated pools?
ya.

What are your plans for the weekend?
slack & enjoy life w.out school.

Do you like the color green?
Mint green yes, other greens no.

What is your dad's best friend's name?
ivan.

Do you think you can last for an hour without talking?
sure.

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
there'll always be enemies.

Are looks important?
i look at the heart, it's the utmost important one. (:

What is your current mood?
hyperactive.

Your phone rings, what do you say?
hello? may i know who are you?

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
sometimes i'll talk abt them to a close friend, normally i'll just hide it.

How is your hair?
normal?

Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
don't bother to care haters.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
ya!

Wanting:
to catch a glimpse of him, even if it's just a tiny little diminishing backview of his.

Do you remember your dreams?
yes vividly.

Do you speak another language other than English?
chinese, hokkien(dialect), broken malay(lol), conversational dutch&japanese.

Who do you hate?
no one to be exact. i rarely hate.

When will your next kiss be?
i don't like to kiss. yucks.

Where were you at 1:01 this morning?
chinatown.

Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles?
ya. hand itchy.

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
yeah. i'm in a hurry then.

Do you cry easily?
i used to. but now i'm optimistic!

What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?
new hopes, new dreams, new life.

Anything exciting tomorrow?
sunday - a day of relaxing & sleeping.

Name something you CANNOT wait for?
christmas, halloween, valentines' :D.

Are you having a good day today?
yeah! a freaking good day of fun and laughter :D

When do you go to sleep?
8am weekends.

Who is one guy you can be your complete self around and not care what you look like ?
ivan and yanyan? (:

Are you texting someone?
lazy to for the moment.

Has a guy ever let you wear his jacket?
ya.

Do you say hello daily?
i say hello to everyone i see daily :D

Do you like where you live?
no. i like to live by the sea (:

Have you ever kissed on a boat?
ya but that's history.

Ever had surgery?
ya.

Who was the last baby you held?
idon't hold babies.. i'm afraid of them.

Did you kiss someone at midnight on New Years?
no.

Are you saving up money for anything in particular?
ya.

Do you swallow gum when you're done with it?
when i can't find a bin.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
yes if it's chemistry. no if it's just physical attractions.

Do you enjoy wearing dresses?
no, i prefer shorts.

Do you tell your mom everything?
idon't feel obliged to report my life to her.

Have you ever had the cops called on you?
yes for whatever reason that's not good.

Would you ever kiss anyone under 10?
yes. a peck on th forehead to get them to go to bed.

What are you excited about?
seeing him again.

What color are your eyes?
dark brown.

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
forced to.

Do you get mad easily?
sometimes yes, sometimes no.

How many different people of the opposite sex have you really cried over?
6?

Last thing you had to drink?
tap water.

Are you tan?
yup. i'm dark!

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
yanyan.

Will you get married?
i don't want to get tied down.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
mingzhu.

Where do you work?
tanjong pagar 7-11 nightshift.

How is life going for you right now?
okay(:

What were you doing at 3:00 AM?
dreaming.

Do you wish on 11:11?
ya!

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
i once waited for a guy for 7 hours just to see if he's fine w.out me in his life. stupid ya?

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
nono, i love mingzhu as a friend.

Do you think you're old?
who cares.

You see a shooting star, do you make a wish?
yes.

Were you happy when you woke up this morning?
tired but happy!

Is your room ever clean?
yup.

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
brobably.

Are you missing anyone?
yes I miss him now?

Who?
he's from my school but i'm not telling you.

Have you ever felt like you were "falling apart" ?
i once felt literally torn apart.

Have you ever felt like nothing would ever get better?
i once felt like i was on th verge of death.

Why are you doing this note, honestly?
i'm bored.

Love: good or bad?
Good when it's sweet & bad when there are problems.

Are you a good liar?
yes.

Name one thing that could possibly make you cry at this very moment?
i missed an opportunity concerning a guy i've met since 7 years old.

Losing people: are you okay with it, or do you cut deep with that type of thing?
losing th ones i love, is just like putting a blind me in front of a traffic light.

Do you even know who you really are?
i'm everything & i'm nothing.

Do you ever question yourself as to why you make the choices you make?
all the time even if it's stupid.

Is there someone you'd really like to hang out with and just talk about stuff?
ya. i do.

Is there something that has happened in your past that you really dislike talking about?
yup.

Do you regret doing anything this week?
regret not giving myself a chance.

How often do you talk on the phone?
once or twice a day.

Are you happy now?
i'm quite happy. although i'm a little lonely (:

Are you easily confused?
sometimes when i lose my guiding light.

Do you crack your knuckles?
no, ouch.

What is today's date?
January 30.

Does anyone know your password besides you?
nope.

Do you look at the keyboard when you type?
never bothered to. just rely on intuition.

What color shirt are you wearing?
black.

Have you ever crawled through a window?
yeah & it was fun.

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
yes.

Have you held hands with anyone lately?
nope.

Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
yes for that little kid inside me (:

Do you speak any other languages?
ya

Ever been given an engagement ring?
yes.. but i returned it eventually.

Have you ever kissed in the rain?
yup it was romantic but let's not bring up old stuffs (:

Do you like the rain?
i love the rain, the storms, the lightning!

What are you thinking about right now?
nothing.. on second thought, maybe him.

What should you be doing right now?
eating.

What are you listening to?
britney spears - circus.

Last person to IM?
yanyan.

Do you prefer to call or text?
text.

What were you doing at 12 am last night?
surfing the internet.

How many houses have you lived in?
3 apart from mine.

How long does it take you to shower?
2 hours.

Do you walk around naked?
i prefer to walk around with a towel.

HARD .
1. Will you answer every question honestly? yup.
2. Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high? ya.
3. Have you ever punched anyone in the face? no, just slapped.
4. Do you miss anything or anyone? yes, i really do.
5. What makes you laugh no matter what? jokes (:
6. Have you kissed anyone on the cheek within the past two days? no, i haven't.
7. Who was the last person you talked to? yanyan.
8. What do you dislike at the moment? loneliness.

HARDER .
1. Do you get butterflies around the guy you like? ya, my heart will beat real fast.
2. Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age? i don't know about sex.
3. Will you get married? i don't want to be tied down.
4. Will you be doing drugs in the near future? never.
5. Do you lie about your age? why should i.

VERY PERSONAL .
1. Are you happy with yourself? mostly yes (:
2. Would you change yourself for the person you love? i'll change for the better :D
3. What do you tell yourself when times get hard? tomorrow will be a better day because the worst has passed.

Would you like to put last night on repeat, and live it forever?
nope. i'd like to repeat the moment when i was walking beside him and almost bumped into him.

Do you know anyone who is having a baby?
yes.

What grade are you entering?
grade 8.

School. Is it something you enjoy?
sometimes.

Have you ever been in love with a guy who's name starts with a G?
george? yes.

Is there anyone on your bad side right now?
ya.

Is there anybody you would like to get back together with?
hmm. nope.

Have you ever made out in a bathroom?
no.

Are you afraid of the dark?
sometimes yes, sometimes not.

Whats your current problem?
nothing :D

Have you ever kissed someone while you were on a bed?
erm. no. don't bring up old stuffs.

Last December, were you single?
ya!

Who's on your mind right now ?
him?

Meet Any Cute person of the opposite gender in the last week?
i don't care that kind of stuff.

Like this quiz?
kind of. except that it's too long (: snack time!

xoxo,
you know you love me

at 3:36 PM

Do this and re-post it with the title: I've done (your score) of these 126 stupid things. Tag 25 friends that you want to see answer this list and see who responds.

Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
(x) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 4

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
( ) Been Dumped
(x) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 7

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 10

Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
(x) Been To Paris
(x) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 15

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 18

Level 6
(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel


SO FAR: 23

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 25

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 29

Level 9
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
(x) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 32

Level 10
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood.

SO FAR: 36

Level 11
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 37

Level 12
(x) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 41

Level 13
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 46

Level 14
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Had a One Night Stand
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 50

Level 15
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 54

Level 16
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 57

Level 17
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 61

Level 18
(x) Crashed A Party
(x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
(x) Got a Tattoo

SO FAR: 66

Level 19
(x) Worn Pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
(x) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 69

Level 20
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(x) Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 73

Level 21
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 77

Level 22
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch scary movies Alone

SO FAR: 81

Level 23
(x) Believed In Ghosts
(x) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
(x) Gone Streaking
(x) Visited Jail <---- does educational visit count? (LOL)

SO FAR: 85

Level 24
(x) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(x) Broken A Bone.
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 90

Level 25
(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 94

Level 26
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x) French Braided Someone’s Hair
(x) Gone Skinny Dipping
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House.
(x) Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 101

Level 27
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 104

Level 73
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(x) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 109

Level 29
(x) Been shot at/or held at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
(x) Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
(x) Finished useless notes like these

SO FAR: 113

xoxo,
you know you love me

at 3:08 PM

1. What time did you get up this morning?
5.30am.

2. How do you like your steak?
don't eat beef.

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema and with who?
an education - mingzhu.

4. What is your favorite TV show?
just for laugh GAGS!

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
seaside.

6. What did you have for breakfast?
nothing.

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
ramen?

8. What foods do you dislike?
fried & fast food.

9.Where is your favorite place to eat?
home & subway.

10. Favorite dressing?
honey mustard!

11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
i prefer ppl driving me (:

12. What are your favorite clothes?
big, loose shirt & short pants.

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
north & south poles.

14. Cup half-empty or half-full?
half empty please.

15. Where would you want to retire?
my life'll tell that next time.

16. Favorite time of day?
9-10pm.

17. Where were you born?
england, cheshire.

19. Who do you think will not tag you back?
uh too lazy to tag.

20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
don't expect.

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
no one & i don't bother to know.

22. Bird watcher?
peacock!! so colorful XD!

23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
erm. somewhere in between. midnight person to be exact.

24. Do you have any pet?
2 kissing fish. 1 siberian husky. 1 golden retriever. 1 bloodhound. 1 labrador retriever. 3 hamsters. 1 rabbit. 1 terrapin (used to have 2). my uncle owns 10++ raccoons. LOL.

25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share?
HALLELUJAH, IT'S RAINING MEN, AMEN!

26. What did you want to be when you were little?
whale trainer, lol, i still want to be now.

27. What is your best childhood memory?
kuantan! see turtles lay eggs!

28. Are you a cat or dog person?
i prefer wolves or dogs.

29. Are you married?
never want to!

30. Always wear your seat belt?
my dad forced me to.

31. Been in a car accident?
kinda.. But scraped through it unscathed.

32. Any pet peeves?
ppl who don't know how to be serious at times.

33. Favorite pizza toppings?
parsley.

34. Favorite flower?
water hyacinth.

35. Favorite ice cream?
vanilla and mint.

36. Favorite fast food restaurant?
subway only.

37. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
if it's a driving test i take, it's a driving test passed.

38. From whom did you get your last email?
i forgot.

39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
IKEA. furnishing & blings!!

40. Done anything spontaneous lately?
yeah. i asked someone if i could be attached to them. [not what you think it is]

41. Like your job?
yup, cool!

42. Broccoli?
one of my favourite veggies.

43. What was your favorite vacation?
cheshire visit! during winter!

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
mingzhu.

45. What are you listening to right now?
someone in the dark - michael jackson

46. What is your favorite colour?
white, silver, gray, black.

47. How many tattoos do you have?
0.

48. How many are you tagging for this quiz?
0! :D laziness!

49. What are your opinions on golf?
ouuuuh my spine twisted... {LOL}

50. Do you drink coffee?
no, anti-caffeine!

xoxo,
you know you love me

at 2:51 PM

1 . Are you single or attached ?
- single babe

2 . Do you have a person you like ?
- ya.

3 . What is the name of the person that you're in love with ?
- i don't wanna tell you.

4 . If the person you love & your mum dropped into the sea, who will you save ?
- neither if i'm forced to make a choice.

5 . Have you ever hugged someone before ?
- who haven't?

6 . Do you love your parents ?
- not a yes and not a no. love is such a strong word!

7 . Will you hug the one you love ?
- hmm. maybe. i don't like hugs.

8 . Are you willing to do anything for your bf / gf ?
- silly, maybe.

9 . Do you get jealous easily ?
- maybe.

10 . Who is the last person that messaged you ?
- mingzhu.

11 . Do you want babies in the future ?
- no thanks. i won't dirty myself.

12 . Do you prefer Macdonald , KFC ,Long John Sliver , Burger King or coffee shop ?
- i don't care, it's Subway.

13 . Do you sniff glue ?
- no, fuck you.

14 . Do you smoke ?
- passive smoker.

15 . If your bf / gf is a 2-timer , what will you do ?
- break duh.

16 . Which cca are you in now ?
- badminton.

17 . If you're rich , what'll you do ?
- vacation around the world.

18 . If the one you're in love with , held your hand , what'll you do ?
- O.O can't imagine that, too embarrassing. i'll probably blush.

19 . If the one you love , reject you , what'll you do ?
- so be it, as if doing anything will change his/her decision.

20 . What is your favourite cartoon characters ?
- scooby & buttercup.

21 . Friendship or Love ?
- solicitation.

22 . Cookie Monster or Elmo ?
- cookie!!

23 . Are you using a laptop or computer ?
- laptop.

24 . Do you like lollipop ?
- no.

25 . Do you have a diary ?
- yes?

26 . There's an admirer of yours & she/he wont give up , what'll you do ?
- either give chance or a straight NO.

27 . If you quarrel with your bf / gf and he/she wants to break, what'll you do ?
- if they're THAT unreasonable, i'm GAME for their breakup.

28 . Are you blur ?
- depends.

29 . If you can have your hair dyed , what colour do you want it to be ?
- silver.

30 . Who is the last person you chatted in msn ?
- yanyan.

31 . How many guys / gals have you beaten before ?
- don't tell you.

32 . If your bf / gf dont love you anymore , what'll you do ?
- just let it be.

33 . Wat would you do if your parents plan to marry you off to another person you dont love besides the person you love ?
- tell them i have the right to choose my future partner, & simply refuse to marry.

34 . Is there someone you'd wait forever for ?
- guess so.

35 . Do you ignore ppl when you're mad or upset with them ?
- yes, cold war!

36 . Is it hard to make you smile ?
- nope, not at all. or.. maybe a little.

37 . Are you starting to realise something ?
- yeah!

38 . Do you feel like there's something missing in your life ?
- yaaaa!

39 . Do you often feel like you're becoming someone you dont want to be ?
- no. i love myself for who i am!

40 . Do you think relationships are hard ?
- without doubts, yes.

41 . Is there someone that you believe you will always be attached to ?
- maybe.

42 . Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you ?
- never, a chance wasted is a chance gone.

43 . What was the last thing you laugh really hard at ?
- sticking stickers on a person, covering her with stickers.

44 . Do you get annoyed when you see someone you dont like ?
- yeah.

45 . Do you like to know the truth , no matter what ?
- sure, i love truths!

46 . Could you cry right now ?
- i'll never cry again! <3

47 . Do you know if anyone likes you ?
- yeah, but it's okay, just be friends.

48 . Do you miss anyone now ?
- kinda.

49 . Do you hope you can be someone else better than being yourself ?
- no, I wanna be myself, love me for what i am.

50 . Renaming this as the 50 Truths of myself?
- yeah.

xoxo,
you know you love me

at 2:29 PM

1. Why aren't you dating the person you like?
hmm. i'm shy and i don't want to ruin things.

2. Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
ultra-mega-super-very good friends :P

3. How did you and your ex become friends?
uhm.. i met him like any other romance fairytale, except it ended as a tragedy.

4. What do you really think of Starbucks Coffee?
Yum, ice blended!

5. Have you ever told someone to their face they were ugly?
Ouch. No, that'll hurt lots!

6. Do you go tanning?
i'm DARK ):

7. How did you and your bff become friends?
HAHA! Pri SCH :D

8. What are you doing right now?
(: smiling?

9. Do you have a dog?
5.

10. Do you drink a lot of water?
ya sure.

11. Where do you plan on living when you grow up?
uh, somewhere i can live my life unnoticed and quietly.

12. Is someone on your mind right now?
i guess so. l:

13. Did you hug or kiss anyone today?
no, i told you, i don't like hugs or kisses. gross.

14. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend in 6 months?
maybe.

15. Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
i think so. although i won't really admit it.

16. Do you think you've changed over the past year?
ya! it's a good thing i did!

17. Is there a meaning behind your profile song?
heartaches to the heart is like metal chains. they flare, freeze, cools, harden, but never breaks; just like how heartaches hurts and strengthen, but never killing a person of his or her life.

18. Are you currently wanting any body piercings or tattoos?
not really body-crazy about body arts now...

19. Are you ticklish?
well, yes i'm.

20. Has a girl/guy ever called you babe/baby/babydoll?
yes... but ew D:<

21. Did you have a good day yesterday?
ya! i love it!

22. Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
no, i don't drink. i prefer water or tea!

23. What woke you up this morning?
my biological alarm clock (: .

24. Is tomorrow gonna be a good day?
i think so! i want it to be one! :D

25. What do you want to be when you grow up?
(: let my fate lead me.

26. Who are your last four texts from?
erm mingzhu, mingzhu, baozhu, baozhu. (LOL)

27. What were you doing at 7:45AM this morning?
drying hair.

28. Last song listened to?
touched by an angel - sezairi sezali

29. How many hours did you sleep last night?
8?

30. Are you in a good mood right now?
i'm a little lonely now but i'm happy! :D

31. Who was the last person you spoke with on the phone for over 5 minutes?
er. i don't really talk much on phone. but on msn, it's yanyan.

32. Do you like to take walks?
ya as long as the sun's not glaring

33. Would you rather have big or small dogs?
big!

34. Do you mind being cold?
nope.

35. Do you trust all your friends?
no, not so easy, my friend.

36. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
ermm. ya!

37. Did you go out or stay in last night?
go out shopping and walking and eating:D

38. Who was the last person to give you a ride somewhere?
mingzhu! laughing mega loudly in the cab!

39. Do you like to text or call more?
text.

40. Add a 40th question for the fun of it. (: do you like things as they're now?
not really a lot cos i'm lonely, but i still like it (:!

xoxo,
you know you love me