Healing a broken heart ♥


Saturday, January 30, 2010
at 2:18 PM

1. Name, please.
Baelia at your service.

2. Approximate Age?
15 years 2 months 10 days old.

3. Are you happy in your life?
the ingredients' right, the taste is awesome!

4. Do you feel like anything is missing? If so, what do you want?
yeah. i want both freedom and love. without the need of compromising.

5. Do you plan on being a musician/artist/writer?
maybe writer, poet, psychologist or tour guide XD

6. Do you think you are artistic?
i used to be, but not now.

7. Have you ever tried hard drugs?
yuck no.

8. If so, have they changed your life?
i'll never try em', and they'll never get the best of me.

9. What age would you like to die?
87. it's 100-13, my favourite number.

10. Would you let your kids smoke weed?
smoked seaweed is nice, but smoking is a straight no, and i don't wanna have kids.

11. Are you an angry person?
i can be, but i like to be jovial.

12. Do you laugh a lot, but don’t really mean it?
no, laughing is natural and contagious. (:

13. Do you like to think you are popular?
nono, i wanna be mysterious and low profiled.

14. Describe your most terrifying dream.
OMG i'm taking drugs. i can't f***ing believe it! i feel like i'm contaminated for life and no matter how hard i tried, i just couldn't cleanse myself of the drug trace, or the guilt! i.. i.. i... oh god, save me! ---- phew, it's just a dream :DDD

15. What band would you die to see live?
i don't like bands, ew.

16. How would you like to die?
in my slumber.

17. What’s your opinion on self-mutilation?
a desperate, cry for help.

18. Do you believe in capitalism?
kinda.

19. Communism?
no way. f*** it.

20. Libertarianism?
yup as long as it's LIBERTY!

21. Would you rather be an anarchist or a socialite?
anarchist.

22. Freedom of speech or controlled society?
controlled freedom, or else it'd be like a jailbreak.

23. Obama or Bush?
obama. bush's a bad, bad puppy.

24. Would you consider yourself intelligent?
i don't like to be complacent, so i consider myself average.

25. When was the last time you cried?
last week, stop asking, this is the 3rd time i'm answering this question in a different note.

26. When was the last time you laughed?
just did.

27. Who is your last text from?
some prince.

28. What did it say?
"let's go out on saturday night"

29. Ever had your ass kicked?
no.

30. What’s your middle name?
alistair.

31. Single or taken?
single and taken by my selfishness, or until someone, whom is able to melt it all away, comes along.

32. If taken, do you love this person?
i love myself, *smoochyyyy*! (LOL)

33. If single, what are you looking for in someone?
please, stop asking personal stuffs, it's basic respect!

34. Sex or love?
sex is for desperados, so, love should be best.

35. Who is your best friend?
needless to say. mz.

36. Why is this person your best friend?
she showed me the world when i was all trapped up inside.

37. Are you moody?
yeah, i can be aaaaaaaaaaaanything! XD

38. Are you depressed?
i used to be, but nah, not now.

39. What do you think of abortion?
it really should be a last resort. like for, victims of rape?

40. Are you in a good mood today?
yes and no for some reason.

41. If not, why are you not?
cos i freaking got sunburnt.

42. Are you afraid of the swine flu?
no, never fear or you'll die in your faith before you actually do.

43. Are you afraid to be yourself?
i don't always show my true self because of my low profiled nature, but that doesn't mean i'm afraid to show who i really am or who i really can be.

44. What would you label yourself?
"fun danger - beware"

45. Do you live with your parents?
yup.

46. How many siblings do you have?
1 sister 1 brother.

47. Do you wear skinny jeans?
no.

48. Are you emo?
i emo to regret and reflect, but i will NOT wallow myself in self pity.

49. Are you aware that all emo kids look exactly the same?
yup, embrace your dark side!

50.Are you a hater?
and a lover.

51. Are you anti-rasict?
ya, but i will make some slightly comical racist jokes for entertainment if others doesn't mind.

52. Explain your personality in 3 words.
it is everything.

53. What do you wish your name was?
something to do with water.

54. How old do you want to be when you get married?
i don't want to be married...

55. What do you want to name your kids?
(to be continued... i'll answer it after 10 years later, if i could still rmbr this qns)

56. What kind of hairstyle do you want?
wavy on top, straight below.

57. When was the last time you brushed your teeth?
after i ate.

58. What are you wearing right now?
home clothes.

59. Say something random.
i'm the mistress of mystery! (LOL)

60. What do you wear to bed?
clothes.

61. What color is your underwear?
black looks nice.

62. Am I getting too personal?
it's just color.

63. What’s your view on nihilism?
should change the name to annihilation-ism (new word). cool right?

64. Pacifism?
NO.

65. Do you think the drug culture is misunderstood?
never. a drug without medicinal effect is bad.

66. Are you a fan of Hunter S Thompson?
no and never will be.

67. Do you read literature?
yes i do, i love T.S Elliot. (provided if i even get the name right)

68. Do you love horror movies?
yeah! i love thrills, although i may get paranoid and a little, freaked out after that.

69. What’s your favourite one?
paranormal activity - nc16 when i'm 14. please, it REALLY left me trembling for 35min aftermath.

70. Do you like comedies?
hahhaahaa, ya!

71. Are you a smoker?
nope!

72. Do you smoke cigars/cigarillos?
refer to 71.

73. Do you have anger problems?
i don't.

74. Do you know someone who has a mental illness?
you know who i'm thinking about..

75. Have you had someone close to you die of cancer?
yeah. don't worry, cancer, you'll be ultimately and utterly defeated one day, triumph while you still can. <3 (LOL)

76. What do you want to be next Halloween?
damsel of death - pure gothic.

77. What grade are you in?
i believe i'm a first grader. hehe.

78. When do you graduate?
in a million years!

79. Do you talk to yourself?
"ya!" -- "no you don't!" -- "yes i do!" -- "you're just crazy!" -- "no i'm not! i'm talking to myself now!"

80. What color are your toenails?
pink.

81. Has anyone ever told you you have a nice smile?
ya.

82. Nice eyes?
right eye casts a dark forceful gaze. left eye is preferably hidden. bad omen if anyone sees my left eye.

83. Ever broken a bone?
right finger.

84. Got a black eye?
once ):

85. Nose bleed?
twice ):

86. Ever been so mad you cried?
i don't have emotional breakdowns. never.

87. What’s your favourite quote?
"when you live for love, you love to live for the one you love"

88. Are you listening to anything right now?
"it's time to say goodbye"

89. What are you addicted too?
laughter!

90. Do you like silver hair?
.. i like silver, but silver hair's just ridiculous. attention grabber much, eh?

91. Would you ever fight a famous boxer?
i prefer chops...

92. Could you take on kimbo slice?
i can if only you could.

93.Can you even fist fight?
sure thing, aceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

94. Do you work out?
yup!

95. Are you in good physical condition?
i just ran 2 marathon today, walked 5km, and swam 2km. i'm not - because i'm too worn out -.-

96. Do you get creeped out by puppets?
no.

97. If you could be any celebrity by one day, who would you be?
celine dion or britney spears.

98. Do you have any phobias?
i'm scared of human-like wax figurines.

99. Ever been mauled by a wild animal?
i got bitten IN the leg by a wolf back in england, but somehow i wasn't bothered by it. instead i went fuming and furious, so the wolf was intimidated. i mean really - i didn't even do anything and it attacked me. what audacity.

100. Do you think you could be a Suicide Girl?
sure thing.

101. What about a playboy bunni?
you're seriously out of your mind.

102. Are you an insomniac?
sometimes. but mostly not.

103. Do you take birth control?
for optimum answers, ask your parents. :D

104. Are these questions pointless?
yeah. glad you realised it.

105. Favourite color?
black grey white.

106. Pce out!
i'm glad you said it. i reckon it's "peace out", cos if you didn't, you're probably in for a beating.
Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥




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Baelia Alistair Pan.
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