Healing a broken heart ♥


Sunday, January 31, 2010
at 4:04 PM

每天起床之后
我都会去自己比较喜欢的几个空间散下步.
在伤感的回忆里.
总能涌出那淡淡的忧伤.
淡淡的感动.淡淡的心动.
我喜欢这种被淡淡的忧伤包围的感觉
喜欢那文字里所流入出来的亦真亦假的情感
凄美的爱与痛 .

总能深深地久久地打动我那颗敏感的心,
喜欢那忧伤的回忆里所流淌出来的真情实感,
喜欢那回忆里所隐藏的无可奈何感,
喜欢那回忆里所传递出来的让人心痛的感觉.
真的很喜欢那种感觉,
真的很喜欢那苦恋里的伤感之感.
因为它可以快速的传染给我,
可以深深的把我打动,
使心里充满了感动和共鸣.
那伤感的爱也是我能为之陶醉的.
它的真实:总让人有隐隐的心痛,
总可以静静的打动我,
默默的在我心里蔓延.无限的扩张..

那一张张的伤感图片里,
充满了人最真实的情感.
那情感总是那么的强烈,
那么的凄凉,那么的忧伤..
那就是我的最爱了.忧伤的图片配上伤感血迹,
总能让我不可救药地喜欢上他,
图片的每一个细节.每一个笑容.
在我眼前跳跃时.我的心灵防线总是瞬间崩溃,
心里也随之伤感.随之感动.久久的感动.
我喜欢体会伤感的感觉,
会很痛很累.但也很美很美...

我的爱情颜色是抑郁的蓝色,
注定我的爱情是最孤独的.
也注定了我会爱上忧郁,恋上伤感.
我总在自己的世界里和自己不停的做着斗争,
不知是想挣脱现在身处的这个环境,
还是在和现在的自我做斗争,
喜欢被轻易感染的感觉..

不知不觉.一不小心就爱上了忧郁,
一个人,孤孤单单,忧忧郁郁,不爱也不行.
这些忧郁.这些伤感总能轻而易举的触动我最敏感的神经,
任其把我淹没,使我窒息..
在这铺天盖地的伤感中,我选择了沉沦,
任由自己坠入无底的深渊...
Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥




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