i'll start off the day with a little chinese because i'm listening to a chinese love song.

今天是情人节。
但对我来说，好像是个离人节。
感觉生活美寄托，没意义。

everyone knows i'm most sensitive to which song.
it's called "擦肩而过".
my heart used to hurt deeply whenever i hear this song.
but now, my heart has healed.
now, i'm listening to this song.
i can remember the pain my heart once felt.
but i can't feel it anymore, i've forgotten how it felt like.
i only know that it was really painful.
it's a good thing, isn't it?

it's funny how the guy you used to cry daily for is the one asking you back now.
isn't it a little too late though?

my dream was right. i have lots of attraction now.
i've never had so many guys calling/smsing me in a day.
surprisingly, he was one of them.

and so. on behalf of valentines' and my future,
i did an "analysis" of all the guys, let's see which one is the best.
i'll keep their identities anonymous.

let's start off with 100%.
every flaw shall minus 20% off.
when a guy reaches 0%, he's out.
(i hope i rmbred most of the guys)
judging based on:
cash, career, character, condo, car, care, concern, c*ck. (you'll see)

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A- 100%
Q1- 100%
M- 100%
Q2- 100%
K- 100%
D- 100%
I- 100%

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good attitude/personality?

A- 80%
i don't want a guy who couldn't care less.

Q1- 80%
i don't like his nonchalant and jock attitude.

M- 80%
i don't want a guy who ignores, avoids, is indecisive and insecured.

Q2- 100%
although he scolded me before, i knew that i was in the wrong.
(: he has a good heart and attitude.

K- 100%
i don't know him much, so i can't find a reason to -20% off him yet.

D- 100%
i like his attitude.. towards me..

I- 100%
oh, he has got a nice personality and good attitude (:!

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chemistry/"magic" attraction/understanding?

A- 60%
he's cute but definitely lacks all 3 mentioned. (LOL)

Q1- 60%
i wanted to pass him, but i figured out i can't. there's both chemistry and magic attraction alright, but he doesn't seem to understand me much. so no.

M- 60%
all 3 was once there, but now all of them no longer exist.

Q2- 100%
definitely, the ingredients are right!

K- 80%
uhh, chemistry yes, magic attraction no, understanding maybe not..

D- 80%
no. no. no!!

I- 80%
there's no chemistry and magic attraction sadly.

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rich/wealthy/financially secured?

A- 60%
yeah. he probably live in a penthouse.

Q1- 40%
no. he lives in a rundown kind of HDB. no!

M- 40%
he's even worse!

Q2- 100%
oh. he's got a nice 3 storey terrace. that explained all, i guess?

K- 80%
financially stable, not rich, not poor. so i'm not minusing (:

D- 80%
erm. ya. he's even got the money to buy cigarettes zzz.

I- 80%
stable. not rich nor poor. (:

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bad habits?!

A- 60%
no. he lives like a decent prince.

Q1- 20%
the things he likes to do are gross, can't stand his burping.

M- 20%
does paranoid and insecurity counts? even if they doesn't, he pouts! ew!

Q2- 100%
no (: he's another decent, rich prince -.- too highclass for me (if that's reason LOL).

K- 60%
can't stand his freaking gaming habits!

D- 60%
smoking. gambling. fighting. what more?!

I- 80%
nope, he's a decent guy :D.

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clever/studies good?

A- 60%
damn, he's CLEVER!

Q1- 20%
he's blur alright, but he proved to be smarter than me.

M- 0%
i suspect that he doesn't even have brains. [ELIMINATED!]

Q2- 80%
no, he has everything except that his brain is below average.

K- 60%
oh, i reckon he's cleverer than me cos he got 70+ for every subjects.

D- 40%
definitely not. no need to explain for a gangster.

I- 80%
he's pretty average, at least he's hardworking.

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is he MAN enough?

A- 40%
he's a little gay okay?

Q1- 20%
okay.. he's not so gay.

M- 0%
he's not gay. but sadly it's already 0%. [ELIMINATED!]

Q2- 80%
yup i guess.

K- 60%
ya -.- typical singaporean guy.

D- 40%
yeah. gangsterism to him is such a display of explusion of manliness.

I- 80%
he's a little motherly. but he's man enough okay.

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THE END
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end results:

A- 40%
Q1- 20%
M- 0%
Q2- 80%
K- 60%
D- 40%
I- 80%

i admit i'm very realistic. but i'm not materialistic.
i don't hold high expectations, i only look for the basic requirements.

A is out. Q1 is out. M is definitely out. D is out. I is out.

in the end i'm only left with Q2 and K.
but i've decided to go with Q2 cos K is someone with blood relations to me.

Sorry,
I forced myself t walk away from you ♥