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Healing a broken heart ♥ Saturday, June 19, 2010
at 1:55 AMon 17.06, rain was extreme. earlier tt day, went shopping @ plazasing. after tt, ard 10pm, rain died t a faint drizzle, amazingly walkways still clogged. in (not a, bt many) attempts t buy "The Straits Time", i literally combed th whole sg just t find pieces of recycled paper. & tt, is wow. pieces of paper never meant so much t me. nt afraid of th storm, nor th rain, bt th breaking of a promise t a far away friend.he’s single and available. he has a body of steel and a nuclear-powered mind. but be careful, he has spent his campus life learning how t read people’s minds. you won’t wanna play with his heart.i'm just like th sun, and you, th rose. but, i'll give you love for you t grow, t blossom. sometimes, courage may prevent me from reaching out t you, but i want you t know that i'm always trying t reach you. if you can't feel my love, just wait till i'm brave enough. t be happy, you either change th world or your thinking. t be realistic, you have t change your thinking t be happy, but for me, i'll change th world for you. ♥you and i are like North poles of a magnet, we can never be together due to differences in thoughts and preferences. but, if someone puts a metal bar in between us, we'll always be together. you call this metal bar, LOVE.y'know, guys like you, is why i still believe in miracles after countless failures. flight is a barrel, an obstacle, an obstruction. but i wanna face my fear, confront it, because.. because behind that torrent of rain shower, lies the key to my dreams... and i know if i don't overcome it, you'll always remain only as a silhouette in my life, my empty life. ♥(all are extracted from my fb's wall posts). Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ Wednesday, June 16, 2010
at 10:57 PMmy heart has already made clear what my choice is.against 1million girls i'm nothing, against destiny i'm just a flick of the present.i don't need the drama that you left behind.you don't know, my heart's stoned, my consciousness a sleeping walk.i'm awake but i'm dreaming, waiting for him to dream so that we can be together.thank you, and no thanks, sorry to leave your love unrequited.pursuing them might have been mission impossible, but just going for them, making them come true makes me happier than knowing that i've done good in studies and still, not a step closer t my "dreams come true". if only life was a game with a "give up and try again" button, i'd try countless times just t be with you. ♥. jin ~ love you, jing.
Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ Monday, June 7, 2010
at 7:15 PMhe has probably learnt now that i'm different from other girls. i don't do what others do, i do what others don't. waiting for time to pass and him to grow older is a great idea. fake lovers whose after his looks and fame will give up. i'm not a fool, i don't rush. i'm true with you, and hope that you are too. the only way to prove it to me is to wait. do nothing but wait. 05.06.2010. don't forget this day. i swear upon my whole love life. once i've grown up i'll fly to korea and find you. if you'd grown tired of waiting, you can just leave. it isn't a must to wait. but waiting is a must as a proof to me. J.
Sorry, I forced myself t walk away from you ♥ Friday, June 4, 2010
at 7:54 PMHello blog. From now onwards I'll only visit here and post when there's something that's earth-shaking :). I'm doing FINE! :D And.. Well, I'm still in pursuit of love. I'm IN it now. I feel hopeful. I hope it's not too late because if it is, I'll dash out to the airport and stop him from leaving. I love JJ. Don't say sorry! I LOVE YOU JJ! I WANT YOU, TOO!
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